• I'm insecure, I'm held together.
    When my thoughts wander, I fly like a feather.
    My mind is broken, my heart is pure.
    Searching for strength, I thought I found a cure.
    Just then when my fingers tremble and shake,
    I reach through the darkness, I cannot take.
    This chill I have is neverending,
    Because without you it's not worth pretending.
    Simplicity lies in the hands of a martyr,
    Maybe death itself presents a great starter.
    Roll my tongue, I speak in riddles,
    The way of truth, with often I fiddle.
    This joy inside me is only for a while,
    Throughout time my tears form a pile.
    Actions are worth a thousand words,
    A heart's flutter is a million birds.
    My eyes they speak with the upmost truth,
    My mind, it works like an experienced sleuth.
    I'm the girl who follows a trail,
    When she knows it'll just lead her to fail.
    I'm if only, the only one,
    Who follows the lies, and hits the sun.
    In the midnight, I walk on the shore,
    Just at night, to hear the ocean's roar.
    I'm the lover.. who stands in the rain,
    Hoping for that line; if only he came.
    Each night my dreams, they represent my fears,
    And awake every morning, my face full of tears.
    I'm helpless, and sometimes helpful.
    I'm useless, and somtimes useful.
    I'm careless, and sometimes careful.
    Many times I'm speechless, But then I have a lot to say,
    Before each bedtime, aside my bed.. I pray.
    I may not be perfect, but nobody is.
    But in my heart I'll always be his.
    Cherish each daylight, scream to the sky,
    Capture every moment, and live 'til you die.
    November I found the truth in myself,
    December I tied up my heart to the shelf.
    I know I'm selfish, and I know mistaken
    But it's better then leaving hearts for breakin'.
    I wish I could help, every soul, before it cries,
    I wish I could stop, every heart, before it dies.
    And with each moment I simply realize,
    It's me they want; they'll always despise.