• I don't want to be here
    not around this place
    it's sad and cold
    the rain isn't washing me away
    the thought won't leave this time
    One thought
    I wish I could go there
    with you
    the one I want
    I know I have to wait
    I know I can't show that I'm tired
    or that I feel alone
    frustrated at my act
    conflicted by my own weakness
    that I desperately wish to show
    Just to be held
    by you and you alone
    that is what I want
    nothing else
    every thing else is pointless
    those things don't make me happy
    just you
    they annoy me with out you
    they make me want to die
    you wouldn't want that
    but your not here to make it better
    and I'm not there to make you
    to hold you
    when you don't need it?
    you really don't need me any way
    my fire can't help you
    but I still want you
    holding my own self back
    it's not working
    and neither are all these distractions
    worth a damn
    with out you