• The day i meet you my world was changed
    the way we would hang out, playing football and chillen when you dident have to work.
    my feeling for you had grown
    no way to hide them
    i finaly got the curage to tell you how much you ment to me
    you took it in and just stood there as i cryed you said nuthing
    but sorry and walk awaymy heart was a shaterd mess that nwanted nuthing to do with you for a long time
    but then you left and it killed me
    but i knew you were not gone forever
    you came back and we became good firends for that is what he gave me
    as the years went on my crush for him faded but the hope of maybe someday having him want me still lingerd in the back of my mind
    for weeks we would hang out and playfoot ball like old times
    he would play pranks and make me laugh
    i could not hold my feeling back for much longer
    but i did so i would not hurt this firendship we had
    the time with him was amazing
    i wish i could tell him that i love him and care so much about him
    but all the hope i had for us
    gone in a second
    for he was taken away from me
    shot twice
    he was my best firend
    i truly love him
    why did he take him away from me
    i hope he dident suffer
    why
    all these questions no answers
    for know i am torn apart knowing
    that i will never see his smile
    never see his sparkiling eyes meet mine
    i will never know how it felt for him to be mine
    for i love him and would give the world to see him one more time
    so i can tell him my true feelings
    i miss him so much
    RIP
    Fernando Chavez
    10.21.91 to 6.6.09