A Mystery of Misery

• Artist: SharpSmiles
• Description: Just something I wrote after feeling disliked in school. It's called A Mystery of Misery because this sadness is what I feel in the inside. Nobody knows about this but God, and obviously the audience. And it's because this sadness may sound obscure to others. I really hope you enjoy it, despite the grim demeanor :)
• Date: 12/18/2009
• Tags: mystery misery

A frozen life
Of solitude and woe.
Misery wins
Increasing the sorrow.

Feeling hated
abandoned
disliked
abused
and sad

Trying to drown my sadness
In slitting my wrists.
Oh I wish for comfort
And happiness I missed.

Oh how I wonder
What would people see
In a world without me.
Would they see misery?
Or pure ecstasy?
After all I'm
unimportant
ignored
useless
and stupid

Their bogus smiles
Just a facade
Of something they are
But really they're not.

Every day I choose to be brave
But that courage
Is slipping away.

All my happiness
Now being drained
All that's left
Is tears of pain.

I'm a freak
Whom no one will seek
With this invisible curse
If you see it,
Will you care?
Will you stay?
Or will you be like everyone else?
Who will just walk away?

Comments

[Rainbow cat FACE]

i agree with HTOB, it is a little cliche.
but, then again, i agree with -insert jumbled letters/numbers here-. people eat that s**t up. i mean, look at twilight e.o

[HTOB]

the use of words could b better
and it sounds like v
every other poem i've read about suffering and pain
it was boring

[xX-3l qb4n1t0-Xx]

You, a freak?Naww!Man that was amazing!Those people are jealous that you could make millions with this 'lil poem!keep it up you might be millionare or billionare!