• you were here one day
    gone the next
    leaving me cold and alone
    with nothing to call my own
    i need to escape this place
    i cant take passing your house and no your gone
    you hated me
    i loved you
    i was the one
    that worshiped you
    holding this dagger to my throat
    something tells me not to
    i want it to end
    it cant
    i cant....
    i dont want these memories because
    of the countless times ive awaken
    screaming and crying
    my parents dont care at all
    they dont share the pain i do
    they just let me suffer
    its been countless days
    the numbers are somewhere
    in body
    i swallow a blade for everyday youve been gone
    sometimes life isnt wat you expect
    but waiting gets you nowhere
    swallow my words and realize
    that this tragic love story
    that is true doesnt have a happy ending
    im not afraid of them
    only afraid my life wont have on