• Screaming voices in my brain
    Telling me of what's to come
    Of bitter, never ending pain
    With no escape, no where to run
    -------Facing life as day to day
    -------Searching for some kind of peace
    -------Knowing well, the price I pay
    -------will cause what matters most to cease
    Confusion now, my normal state
    Ambivalence pervades my very soul
    Nothing can allay my fate
    To save a part destroys the whole
    -------Lost in my vicissitude; I try
    -------To make amends for past mistakes
    -------Before I commit my hand to die
    -------And the silent, sleeping serpent wakes



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    "Lost Love"

    The sky is gray, the mood is blue
    My mind is filled with thoughts of you
    fluid thoughts of love and pain
    of never seeing you again
    -------I'm sorry love, for how it's been
    -------I've cose a path that's frought with sin
    -------But I cant stop, it's gone too far
    -------I've tried to catch a falling star
    Falling short of God and dreams
    Going nowhere now, it seems
    As though I've lost the only thing
    That could have made me whole again
    -------Of love, and such, I was in awe
    -------But I possess the monkey's paw
    -------The worldly things I held too dear
    -------Could never seem to bring you near
    Inside my heart, you hold a place
    Much deeper than both time and space
    But more than love, I couldnt see
    You've a deeper need to just be free
    -------So one more thing before I go
    -------I pray somehow, someday, you'll know
    -------Just how much you've meant to me
    -------To show my love, I set you free
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    "Heaven's Teardrops"

    Heaven's teardrops trickle down
    To quench the ever thirsting ground
    Til spectral colors mark it's end
    with brilliant arcs, the rainbows bend

    Across the sky, a snow white dove
    Softly sings her song of love
    For those like me who cannot find
    Peace of body, soul or mind

    But like a dream, this life goes on
    Until we wake, and then it's gone
    With heavy heart, 'neath blackened skies
    The phoenix folds it's wings and dies