• why do I do this?
    Always pushing you away..
    Why do I hurt you?
    When I want you to stay...

    I love you...
    yet I never let you near..
    I want you happy when your with me..
    Yet every time I make you shed tears...

    I want you, yet I say things to cruel...
    I want to fix it...
    But there's too much pain I've put you through...

    I'm such an idiot...
    Thinking I could ever deserve you...
    I try to fix everything...
    But everything I do will hurt you..

    I don't want to be alone..
    but with the painful things I've done you..
    Will make it so that will be all I'll ever get...
    Because of my horrible, twisted actions...
    made you leave me...
    Filling me with the regret....