• I am a shadow of what I used to be....
    Joy and happiness are far out of my reach...
    Depression and stress, that's all I know...
    Time takes me by the wrist and tells me where to go..

    Still I cry..
    Late at night..
    Fear is a forgotten emotion..
    My desires to live much longer are long gone..

    A past like mine is never meant to be spoken of...
    Secrets kept within the dark that nothing can unlock...
    My heart is shattered....
    My soul torn to pieces..

    Slowly and surely...
    My loved ones fade away..

    To sit in a corner...
    And sigh and cry..
    To scream to the heavens...
    Why life is so cruel...
    Is all I can do...

    So many I've helped...
    So many I've befriended...
    Yet none of them can ever cause a pain like this....