• At first I only thought of fluffy pillows,
    and the warm bed sheet.
    And how the airconditioner,
    replaced the summers heat.

    Then I was motionless.
    The room around me dissolved.
    I was swept into different scenes,
    and all my problems seemed to be resolved.

    I was sitting on a park bench.
    Staring at the images in the pink sky.
    Flittering birds swerved around me ,
    until one let out a horrible cry.

    I leaped from my seat ,
    and knelt beside it's crumpled shape.
    I brought it to it's feet,
    As it flickered to it's escape.

    But as I stood and watched it fly away,
    Someone hovered behind me .
    Wrapping their arms around my torso ,
    Instantly I tried to flee.

    But as I turned to see the imposter I was lit with joy.
    There stood the guy I knew through and through.
    He smiled at me brightly , in a way that made me shiver.
    Giving him a smile just as true.

    He stepped towards me , towering over my frail figure.
    Pulling my foward , his hands on my hips.
    Nervously I wrapped my arms around his neck,
    As he leaned in and kissed my lips.

    Then it went away.
    The humming birds, the pink sky.
    The magic, the green grass,
    The guy..

    My room appeared before me,
    and I sat up in my bed.
    I lifted my hand to my lips ,
    as the dream raced in my head.

    But I could never love him like that..
    He is just my friend is he not?
    I can never tell this dream to anyone,
    What if I got caught?

    So I cast my dream away,
    Just like my feelings and thoughts.
    I won't let him get to me.
    I promise I will not.

    But like almost every promise ,
    It will most likely break.
    But only then will I let go,
    Let my heart be at stake.