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It’s all around me
In every direction I look
Nothing but… darkness
I have no sight
But the sounds
The horrible sounds
The cries and screams
They fill my ears, mind, and dreams
Everyone pulls at my heart
Like each one comes from someone dear
Even though I know it’s no one
Am I going mad?
Have I lost my sanity?
What is left of what was once my mind?
What will be left?
A light teases me in the dark
It sits there telling me to follow
She calls to me but when I try to follow I’m pulled away
At first I wanted to get to the light for a way out
Now I don’t care if I ever get out
I just want to be with my light
I just want to be with her
Sometimes we sit against this invisible barrier that separates us
We should be back to back and it drives me mad to think
To think she is so close yet far away
Without Lona I would most definitely go mad
Last night I couldn’t sleep because the screams
She sung to me
And its like nothing else mattered
I don’t understand her
She seems like the only sane one here
Everyone else lost it long ago
But that look in her eyes
So peaceful
I want to be with her forever
We play games
Even when she is sad she coveres it up for me
I felt like the darkness wasn’t so bad anymore
I saw lona cry today
The piece and happiness in her eyes
Gone…
Just like that
And I ran to her and I resisted the darkness best I could but
I am not strong
Strong enough
I am pathetic even now I am angry at myself
I never thought anyone could be so amazing
She is different from people not only here but in reality
I don’t understand her
But that is probably what attracted me to her
I ran out of ink
But the cut I had gave me an idea
I find myself laughing and talking to myself at night
Lona still stays with me
I don’t understand why though
She is becoming more like me
I will her sanity soon drift as well
Only time will tell
I hear the screams still it seems like the louder she sings the louder they scream
Like they refused to be ignored or silenced
I use to not consider myself human
But how could anyone consider someone who has done such things human
What I don’t understand is how she got here
When I ask she says she has done horrible things as well but…
I think she lies
Is she here just for me?
I can’t imagine her doing that
There must be something else there is no other explanation
It’s funny
My pain is funny
My misery
Makes me laugh I can’t stop laughing
Its so painful yet so funny
WHAT DO I DO
MAKE IT STOP
HAHA
MAKE IT STOP PLEASE
HAHA HAHA
AHHHHHHH
HA HA HA HA HA HA
I thought I was going to lose it but my light is helping me
She told me her name was Lona today
I can stop calling her my light now
I saw a man fall over and start laughing
He had tears in his eyes and was
Screaming
Asking for it to stop
Yet laughing all at once
It was horrible
Ii hope that never happens to Lona
Lona found me
While I was laughing
She told me to please stop
She put her hands on me to try and hold me still
But I was shaking to much
She started to cry
Now that I’ve stopped I think I need to leave her alone
I only bring her pain
Today is May 19 1885
I know I haven’t written the date in a while
I am surprised I remember
Me and Lona talked
She told me she loved me
Then she said she was sorry and didn’t mean to make feel uncomfortable
She said she knew I had enough on my mind
And that I probably already had a lover
Then she ran away
Before I could say a word
Lona and I talked today
For the first time since I decided to leave her alone
She said that she would do anything to make sure what happened doesn’t happen again
I’m afraid she may do something horrible to herself so I can get out
We are going to get married
We talked about it
I told her how I felt
And we are going to get married when we get out of this place
I’m so happy
I don’t feel like writing today but I know I should
I have become very ill
Lona is looking after me but
I don’t think ill make it
There is no medicine
One someone gets in here they are not suppose to leave
I’m fading fast
I know I have not written in a long time
About a year I believe
Thing got crazy and I lost my notebook
Lona found it and brought it back
She is amazing
Always looking out for me
Speaking of her
We have come up with a wedding date
We were told we will be let out on July 1896
So we will be married that same day
I can’t wait
Wow it really has been long since I have written
I can’t write the same way as before
The way I write now is strange
I’m dying
I
Wanted to write this last time
It,s sad to think I am going to die
Today of all days
June 30 1896
The day before…
- Title: INSANITY
- Artist: JustGlenn
- Description: i made this to kindda mess with peoples mind i know it has some flaws this is the first draft i want to know what everyone thinks unfortunatly the font didnt transfer so it wont be the same but still tell me what you think
- Date: 12/31/2010
- Tags: insanity
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