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Am I Broken or Just Different?
The Shaking stops
With dreams everything gets better and boy oh boy was last night's dream GREAT.

O.k. it starts off at school and I have like three backpacks, which are all hella heavy. Wile I try to leave for free H block, trying to get all the absurdly heavy backpacks out one by one, these guys threaten to rape me. Lol nothing new in my dreams. So I freak out and somehow I injure my leg. I limp all the way to the gym and meet my carpool buddies, Ashley, Shippo, Brianne, Morgana, and TJ. ((I don't usually carpool with all of them)) Anyways, they stick up for me and talk about how they're all going to protect me and s**t. It was the sweetest thing ((btw never see that movie)). Some of the guys come in and we all rush out. Then we get in the car and they drop me off in my house. For some reason Shippo lived with me and one of my bakpacks fell out of Morgana's mom's small sport car. Go figure. So next we feel in danger for some reason and call upon locusts. They swarm and were not supposed to enter the house but they did. They freakin covered it. It was nasty. The next segements are about how we are trying to save all the poeple form the locusts that eat them. So we are supposed goddesses of some kind and all have a symbol that we must use to call upon a favor. We go to the mall and have to keep hold of each other to keep safe. So naturally, we end up losing each other. Plus the added bonus that we think we aren't supposed to touch people. As if trying to get our stuff wasn't enough now we have to poeple dodge. The one we were trying to get was a duck. WTF a duck with like an arrown in it's head! Yea I know weird. Mine was the moon or a silver arrow and Shippo's was something ruby like a timy intricate perfume bottle or so I believe. Shippo and I pair up and roam the mall holding hands. At one point we hide in the bathroom and these people try to take over Shippo, by singing her song. I rush in with a silver sword and chop people to peices and anyone that got in my way. We reunite and take off yet again. Finally, towards the end we see my mother who steps freely, not caring who she touches and tells us it's alright to let people touch you. MOTHER FREAKIN SAKES. We did all that for GAAHHHH. Yea in my dream I was pissed. Then it ended. T.T I wanted to know how it ended. Poo. Knowing me though I'll dream it again later. Yay.

So yea another dream with almost rape in it. GD it's annoying. But hey at least it wasn't as bad as most of the others get. LOL






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mokonawings
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Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 05:57am


Great?? Sakura-chan... how can such a freaky, busy, stressful dream be great? I don't mean to jump to conclusions, but seeing how much content there was in the dream, I'm judging theres a lot thats unconsciously weighing you down. Not to mention the fact that you started out with a lot of heavy backpacks at the start of the dream - probably representing burdens that you may not want in your life. As you struggle to progress with all these things weighing you down, its obvious that you may be facing things that pose as major threats in your point of view. (Considering its represented by rape, it must be something very crucial) These fears are only hurting you, slowing down even more - the last thing you need in when you have so much to deal. Your carpool buddies may be the ones you feel you can count on the most, even if you don't think that in your mind. I think the fact that you carpool with them is important to keep in mind as the car generally represents the mind or your general psychiological well-being. [c]


mokonawings
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Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 06:18am


So does a house (Shippo lives with you, so that may mean something important). The fact that one of your backpacks fell out of the car may signify that you feel your status right now is making you unable to hang on to your stressful commitments or responsibilities or to values in general. Its interesting that you "called upon" locusts when you felt in danger. Locusts I would think would be a contaminating or plagueing symbol. Perhaps certain tactics of trying to rid yourself of your problems or fears are backfiring. So that you are hurting yourself whenever you are trying to defend yourself. So eventually you may feel responsible for saving the people that are feeling similar pains to you, or who were unintentionally involved in the situation. The mall symbol may vary in meaning, but my sources say that it generally represents multiple oppurtunities nearby. It may be different depending on your situation though. The fact that you got seperated when you needed to be together may point out fears of being left behind or alone. And you're inability to touch people may mean you're afraid to connect to people or make yourself vulnerable to others. The duck is said to represent spiritual vulnerability and the arrow may mean that you have already been wounded due to this. Either that, or it may represent that the spiritual thing is a swiftly traveled course you have experienced... The moon, ruby, perfume bottle and stuff may represent different deep parts of you and Shippo that you two are consciously aware of. {c}


mokonawings
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Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 06:29am


Phew... last bubble... you may sense that Shippo is getting herself into something that she doesn't personally want to deep down, which is represented by her being hypnotized by the song, and you may feel determined to stop this from happening. Despite all your troubles, you reunite in the end, which may show that you feel your connections are strong enough to keep you together even if you split apart at times. And you may sense that your mother is trying to convince you that its okay to open to other people other than those you already know, and that its not always a bad thing to connect to those others wouldn't... even if you have to do it alone. I know how you feel about knowing the ending... but you know, you may have no more to dream about. You'll have to live through more to see how your first dream is going to turn out. -.-*


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