Song: Our Sick Story (Thus Far); Atreyu
Mood: Bitter.
Hmm
So this is what it feels like to be dumped?
...
Wow.
I've never been this full of bitterness.
Its...different.
I don't like it all that much.
:]
So thanks.
Person who made me feel like this.
Now now Paige.
This is what you wanted.
I'd rather he made the choice
and be with whoever he wants.
And is happy.
Than to be stuck and flipped between someone else.
Just. Like. Zeo.
That was awful.
I'm glad you didn't turn into another one of him.
I don't think I could have handled it.
Hell I can barely handle one of that piece of s**t.
But what baffles me so.
Is just one question.
Its not meant to be bitter.
Its there out of pure curiosity.
Why DID you choose her?
I mean.
I'm not the purest angel of them all.
But goddamn.
Shes a mean b***h.
She ignores you.
Doesn't return your calls.
IS RUDE.
And then when she starts suddenly calling you her boyfriend.
You
Jump
At
The
Chance.
What. The. ********.
What attracts you to such a monster?
I guess I'll never understand.
No.
I'm not mad...Well.
I guess being upset could count as mad?
But what did you expect.
Me to take it all happy pappy?
Lolno.
I cried.
:]
Yup yup.
The stone hearted Paigey cried.
Like a little baby.
Pathetic, oui?
This is exactly why I refuse to let people get to know me.
I knew this was going to happen.
And I love how you said you were a side dish to Connor.
But it apparently turned out I was a side dish to Jade.
Isn't that calling the kettle black?
;o
I don't think I can be your friend.
It would be to hard.
Goddamn.
Its hard enough to just think of you.
God.
I hate being this weak.
FDfasdf.
I need to talk to someone.
But I'm afraid if I do.
I'll just start crying.
How sad.
Pity mee. Whaaa. I'm crying.
Disgusting.
You liar.
You lied to me.
You betrayed me.
And you expect me to still talk to you?
You lose something either way?
Well to tell you the truth.
You never had Jade.
Now did you?
She never told you how much she loved you.
She never did anything I did.
She ignored you.
She was a b***h.
You could have only lost one thing.
And you sure did lose it.
Good going.
:]
Oh and.
I wouldn't be surprised if Jade's just using you btw.
Isn't it a little suspicious she's suddenly calling you her boyfriend?
Or were you to d**k hard to realize it?
Yep Yep.
I think I'm done venting.
I'm going to bother Connor now.
And Brittney.
Because they're the only two I really trust now.
Have fun with bitchy asian Jade.
no srsly.
I hope you have fun.
Not really.
I hope she uses you so you see what you lost
But that's a little mean now isn't it?
But really.
I do hope I'm wrong about her.
And you do get what you've been waiting for.
Even if I get further and further from you.
Because you really were a good guy.
I'm just filled with such bitterness
all my words sound venomous.
Whatever.
Have fun
with your 'girlfriend'
Bye
Mood: Bitter.
Hmm
So this is what it feels like to be dumped?
...
Wow.
I've never been this full of bitterness.
Its...different.
I don't like it all that much.
:]
So thanks.
Person who made me feel like this.
Now now Paige.
This is what you wanted.
I'd rather he made the choice
and be with whoever he wants.
And is happy.
Than to be stuck and flipped between someone else.
Just. Like. Zeo.
That was awful.
I'm glad you didn't turn into another one of him.
I don't think I could have handled it.
Hell I can barely handle one of that piece of s**t.
But what baffles me so.
Is just one question.
Its not meant to be bitter.
Its there out of pure curiosity.
Why DID you choose her?
I mean.
I'm not the purest angel of them all.
But goddamn.
Shes a mean b***h.
She ignores you.
Doesn't return your calls.
IS RUDE.
And then when she starts suddenly calling you her boyfriend.
You
Jump
At
The
Chance.
What. The. ********.
What attracts you to such a monster?
I guess I'll never understand.
No.
I'm not mad...Well.
I guess being upset could count as mad?
But what did you expect.
Me to take it all happy pappy?
Lolno.
I cried.
:]
Yup yup.
The stone hearted Paigey cried.
Like a little baby.
Pathetic, oui?
This is exactly why I refuse to let people get to know me.
I knew this was going to happen.
And I love how you said you were a side dish to Connor.
But it apparently turned out I was a side dish to Jade.
Isn't that calling the kettle black?
;o
I don't think I can be your friend.
It would be to hard.
Goddamn.
Its hard enough to just think of you.
God.
I hate being this weak.
FDfasdf.
I need to talk to someone.
But I'm afraid if I do.
I'll just start crying.
How sad.
Pity mee. Whaaa. I'm crying.
Disgusting.
You liar.
You lied to me.
You betrayed me.
And you expect me to still talk to you?
You lose something either way?
Well to tell you the truth.
You never had Jade.
Now did you?
She never told you how much she loved you.
She never did anything I did.
She ignored you.
She was a b***h.
You could have only lost one thing.
And you sure did lose it.
Good going.
:]
Oh and.
I wouldn't be surprised if Jade's just using you btw.
Isn't it a little suspicious she's suddenly calling you her boyfriend?
Or were you to d**k hard to realize it?
Yep Yep.
I think I'm done venting.
I'm going to bother Connor now.
And Brittney.
Because they're the only two I really trust now.
Have fun with bitchy asian Jade.
no srsly.
I hope you have fun.
Not really.
I hope she uses you so you see what you lost
But that's a little mean now isn't it?
But really.
I do hope I'm wrong about her.
And you do get what you've been waiting for.
Even if I get further and further from you.
Because you really were a good guy.
I'm just filled with such bitterness
all my words sound venomous.
Whatever.
Have fun
with your 'girlfriend'
Bye
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