See? Nothing what so ever. So ha, ha.
Okay, so I felt It again. Last night, and today. Just slightly, though....and I feel like it's a fluke. Then LF has got It too, and even more....so I guess I feel left out. Horrible, I know. The logical part of me says Hallelujah, this is great, but still! It's so frusterating. I need to take a walk or something, walk it off. I'm so confused....
(I'll write more later, since no one reads this.)
I don't think I have it. Sure, I've had flashes, but....I think that just might be me. I don't know....I'm trying to forget about it. It doesn't help that LF is having strongly.....And my Sis might of lost it. She says I had a shield up today, though. I was trying to let go, but I don't think it worked very well. I wasn't connected all day, and felt so alone, even though I know I'm not! I think I just might need a good cry. Haven't quite been able to for awhile.....I'm doing a Kailyn, I think. I almost cry, but then don't. It's really weird. I'm on edge, snarky....Heck, I'm going the Draco half the time, And I just don't care. Even if I do, I say I don't, and I don't know why! What IS going on with me?
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The Z-Files!
Zed for Something starting with Zed. I dunno. It sounded cool. Anyway. Things here that I want to save, rants, updates, etc. Yeah......
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