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dis is whur i b***h
Mood: Upsettttt yay~
Song: Only One; Yellowcard


Yup.
I'm gonna lie loooow.
I'm tired of this drama.
I'll miss you.
But it hurts to see all of it.

Ahhh.
This all reminds me of the time you left gaia.
But oooh. That was so different wasn't it?
I don't need to sort anything out.
I just.
Don't want to see all this drama.
And I don't want to ******** anything up.
So its better I leave.

And run away I guess?
:]
As I usually do. Oh well.

That's who I ammmm.
I want to vent. But I don't want any more ******** drama.
Try not to make it worse. And it gets worse
What the ******** is that s**t. ;l

I don't even understand all the drama. ******** man.
I don't even know what happened.
Yeah I was upset with what she called you.
Yeah I defended you.
But I didn't want to go overboard and make the drama worse.
You told me to leave it alone?
;l

God. I feel so dramatic right now.
I guess I just wanna be alone.
...But I hate being alone. So much.
You need your space.
And this is the only way I can think of giving it to you.
Because if I stay, I'll just worry and fret over you and try to talk to you. Which at this point would annoy you.
So I'll take a step back and let you breathe.

I like this song.
Its on my profile. It kinda reminds me of you.

I read your poem.
That's what I meant to talk to you about.
I guess I won't really talk to you about it now. Lol.
Dunno.
I guess whenever something happens I automatically assume its my fault.
Because it usually is, -fail'd-

Ahh well.
Drama disgusts me now.
I ******** hate it.
And I've grown to hate some people now. Ha ha.
Who would know it.
I think I might hate her more than Zeo. LOL.
And nah its not Michelle.

Yeah.
She shouldn't have called you a b***h.
But I think she misses talking to you?
Maybe you guys should talk it out? > >;
I know you won't though lol.
What's funny is about a year back I'd probably be jumping for joy because you hate her. lmfao.
I was such a jealous f*****t. Ugh. ;l

People just keep dippin in your bucket I guess.
Lolya. Using a term my teacher used. Its fun to say.
And makes since.

Maybe I'm just spazzing out because I haven't talked to you in so long
and you just go and say "I'm not in the mood."
I know. I know. You need your space.
And I know you didn't mean it as venomous as it came across to me...
It still hurt though.
Maybe I just want to get away and wait for things to calm down.
I'm not even so sure.
Maybe I just want you to make me come back.
In the mood you're in though. That's not happening.
I don't even know why I'm acting all odd like this.
Maybe I think that poems about me too?
I don't know.
Maybe I'm over reading things with you as I usually do.

I just know I want some time.
Away from all the toxic words, the drama.
I'll miss you. A lot.
You'll miss me too won't you?





 
 
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