Mood: Mmm sleepy.
Song: Lights and Sounds; Yellowcard
Noo. I didn't steal this band from youuu.
and I think I'm ready to talk to you.
Yeah. I just needed to calm down and figure stuff out I guess.
Mmmm.
Just promise me to be honest?
And not so 'passive' ?
Please?
Kinda hard to have a conversation with you when you have your shields up in full force.
Ha ha.
I'll try not to be such a 'whatever' queen this time also.
Hmm.
I want things to change.
I wanna be friends again ha ha.
It seems running away doesn't help us.
That's why I left. So I wouldnt have to remember any of it or see you.
Guess that failed. xD
and yeah.
you can burn your bridge with me as I said.
but I won't regret anything.
I'll remember all the fun times we had and all the bad times.
I don't want to forget.
They're like my precious memories ever.
Today I said doop when I was fixing up some shoes.
And I was all "...Nah Doop is dead."
Then omg. Lol. It hurt so bad just to say that.
I can't even describe the pain.
After awhile I thought about it...
No, doop won't ever be dead. I won't allow that.
I want to keep my memories.
Even if they hurt.
I don't care.
I won't forget you that easily.
I won't be that idiotic to forget it all.
Tch. I wanna say that would make me a coward. Who knows?
Will you talk to me about it?
Will you forget me easily?
Will you be lonely?
Do you still love me?
Even as a friend?
You won't let all our jokes die will you?
Is your hand still outstretched?
Or are you running away from me again?
Or was I the one running?
Mm. Maybe we both ran in opposite directions, who knows?
B F F for life...?
Song: Lights and Sounds; Yellowcard
Noo. I didn't steal this band from youuu.
and I think I'm ready to talk to you.
Yeah. I just needed to calm down and figure stuff out I guess.
Mmmm.
Just promise me to be honest?
And not so 'passive' ?
Please?
Kinda hard to have a conversation with you when you have your shields up in full force.
Ha ha.
I'll try not to be such a 'whatever' queen this time also.
Hmm.
I want things to change.
I wanna be friends again ha ha.
It seems running away doesn't help us.
That's why I left. So I wouldnt have to remember any of it or see you.
Guess that failed. xD
and yeah.
you can burn your bridge with me as I said.
but I won't regret anything.
I'll remember all the fun times we had and all the bad times.
I don't want to forget.
They're like my precious memories ever.
Today I said doop when I was fixing up some shoes.
And I was all "...Nah Doop is dead."
Then omg. Lol. It hurt so bad just to say that.
I can't even describe the pain.
After awhile I thought about it...
No, doop won't ever be dead. I won't allow that.
I want to keep my memories.
Even if they hurt.
I don't care.
I won't forget you that easily.
I won't be that idiotic to forget it all.
Tch. I wanna say that would make me a coward. Who knows?
Will you talk to me about it?
Will you forget me easily?
Will you be lonely?
Do you still love me?
Even as a friend?
You won't let all our jokes die will you?
Is your hand still outstretched?
Or are you running away from me again?
Or was I the one running?
Mm. Maybe we both ran in opposite directions, who knows?
B F F for life...?