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Mood: Just tired.
Song: Stop! Before It's Too Late and We've Destroyed It All; Atreyu

...FFF ITS SO GOOD
I CAN'T WAIT TILL THIS CD OMGOMGOMGOMG.
******** I can't believe I choose the cruise over the concert...
..Well..I guess I can just see Atreyu in the summer. C:

But anywayyy...
Still don't know what to do.
I might leave.
I might make you vanish.

Just push out the thoughts of you and lock them away.
Then when I'm ready I can look at our memories and think


"Wow, I did have a good time"
or
"Wow, we had some major fights but he was the best of friends I've had."

I told Kait I hated you for what you did.
I do.
A little..
I really do...
You broke down my trust with people even more.
Just to get me off your back.

Dunno.
Just not too fond of that.

But I don't know.
I honestly do not want to hate you.
I honestly do not want to push you away.

If that's what's best for us...Then...
I don't know?
I don't believe that.

I believe we can work through this.
Repair what was broken.
As the BFFJILLZ I know we were.

Alas.
I am getting tired of talking to a brick wall though.
I'm tired of all my effort being thrown back into my face.
I'm tired of your fake words.

Its growing old.
Quick.



Maybe leaving would be best.