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Just relax.
Just relax.
Just relax.

Don't flip out.
Don't flip out.

I'm not mad though.
I'm not really that sad either.
It hasn't kicked in yet. Lol.

I won't be mad though.
Just upset.
I won't start drama.
Its not worth it to me.

I'll just do the hardest thing you could ask of me.
To wait.

I've waited for so long.
Now it just scares me to wait more.

I'm always so lonely.
In a room full of people, I feel alone.
I don't understand it much.
Not at all.

I don't understand what you said.
Well, I do.
But my mind is blocking it.

I wish I knew what to do.
To make you happier.
I wish I knew what to do.
To make me happier.
But I don't.

I miss you.
Your fayce.
Your voice.
Your meaniness.
Your cuteness.
The list could go on and on.

I didn't reply.
I thought it was better that way.
You probably already know.
But I love you.



And that I'll wait.