No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights did you lie
Wide awake to the sounds of the pausing rain
Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go?
As days go by the nights are on fire
I sigh.
Like all the time.
You texted me last night.
I almost got to look into your mind,
But then you stopped replying.
haha.
I wish you'd let me inside.
I mean.
You do..A little..
But I want to see all of you.
And I do think you're hiding a little side of you from me.
From everyone.
Don't you know that I'd accept all of you.
No matter what?
Then again it frustrates me because I can't physically be there.
To like support you.
And it angers me that my words are probably of no comfort to you.
I know a lot about why people work.
I like to analyze them.
Which is probably why I don't have an abundance of friends.
But you.
DFsdf.
Its like.
I can only figure out half of you.
The other half is hidden from me.
Scared to come out.
>:l
But I miss you so much.
Its kinda making me an emo whore.
And go off on people.
Because things people usually say to me, as a joke, hurt more now.
And exams are killing everyone.
Maybe that's why you've become so lost.
School likes to kill people. Haha.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna have our silly conversations.
I wanna call you by all my silly nicknames.
I even miss you telling me when I'm wrong. Haha.
I wanna get on cam for you.
I wanna blush for you.
I wanna smile for you.
I'll admit it.
I wanted to let go of you.
Save myself from some of the pain.
Just forget.
And let go.
But then it hit me.
I was being selfish
I didn't want to stand by you because I might walk into razors.
And you'd leave me to bleed.
..I can't do that to the one I love.
We do this together.
And get out of this.
Together.
Like all the time.
You texted me last night.
I almost got to look into your mind,
But then you stopped replying.
haha.
I wish you'd let me inside.
I mean.
You do..A little..
But I want to see all of you.
And I do think you're hiding a little side of you from me.
From everyone.
Don't you know that I'd accept all of you.
No matter what?
Then again it frustrates me because I can't physically be there.
To like support you.
And it angers me that my words are probably of no comfort to you.
I know a lot about why people work.
I like to analyze them.
Which is probably why I don't have an abundance of friends.
But you.
DFsdf.
Its like.
I can only figure out half of you.
The other half is hidden from me.
Scared to come out.
>:l
But I miss you so much.
Its kinda making me an emo whore.
And go off on people.
Because things people usually say to me, as a joke, hurt more now.
And exams are killing everyone.
Maybe that's why you've become so lost.
School likes to kill people. Haha.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna have our silly conversations.
I wanna call you by all my silly nicknames.
I even miss you telling me when I'm wrong. Haha.
I wanna get on cam for you.
I wanna blush for you.
I wanna smile for you.
I'll admit it.
I wanted to let go of you.
Save myself from some of the pain.
Just forget.
And let go.
But then it hit me.
I was being selfish
I didn't want to stand by you because I might walk into razors.
And you'd leave me to bleed.
..I can't do that to the one I love.
We do this together.
And get out of this.
Together.
