Mood: I don't know
Song: Monster; Lady Gaga
I need to clixam lmdaodaa olol
btw I think thats supposre to say
chillax. LOL
I started hyperventilating before I even began to type this entry.
Lol.
I'm worthless to you.
Trash.
Its sad to realize it.
Worthless.
I can't even support you.
The one I love
The one I cherish
I can't do s**t
It hurt to realize it.
Grasping my heart
tighter
tighter
until its nothing but blood.
Ffff.
I should be able to do something.
To make you happier.
But I can't.
There's nothing I can do for you - that's what hurts the most.
Paranoia is setting in.
"feelings for"
Is that the same as "love" ?
Are we even still together?
Lmao.
I don't even know.
Haha.
No one's going to be able to cheer me up are they?
Its mostly my fault as usual.
I don't accept their help.
I just look on the darker side of things.
As I usually do.
Bad Romance
Is that what we have?
I don't know.
I don't know anymore.
I don't want to even think about it anymore..
Song: Monster; Lady Gaga
I need to clixam lmdaodaa olol
btw I think thats supposre to say
chillax. LOL
I started hyperventilating before I even began to type this entry.
Lol.
I'm worthless to you.
Trash.
Its sad to realize it.
Worthless.
I can't even support you.
The one I love
The one I cherish
I can't do s**t
It hurt to realize it.
Grasping my heart
tighter
tighter
until its nothing but blood.
Ffff.
I should be able to do something.
To make you happier.
But I can't.
There's nothing I can do for you - that's what hurts the most.
Paranoia is setting in.
"feelings for"
Is that the same as "love" ?
Are we even still together?
Lmao.
I don't even know.
Haha.
No one's going to be able to cheer me up are they?
Its mostly my fault as usual.
I don't accept their help.
I just look on the darker side of things.
As I usually do.
Bad Romance
Is that what we have?
I don't know.
I don't know anymore.
I don't want to even think about it anymore..