I find myself trapped
within my own cage of feelings.
I keep running in circles,
Daily life becomes a mindless cycle.
The cage door is open,
But now I don't know what to do.
To stay,
For my own purposes, security - memories,
Or to go off with the rest,
Into the big 'mad' world,
Where everything is different,
And so is everyone.
Also,
you won't be there.
I took five steps to the door,
Then I took ten paces back.
Back into my closed world,
Where there is comfort in monotony,
I stand in place.
Knowing exactly what I do is wrong.
Knowing exactly where my course of action will lead.
Forbidden fruit - how cliche.
What will you do?
What steps will you follow.
I don't know. I don't know.
Figuring out is a task I've failed many a time.
So here I rot within my guilded cage.
Thinking of all the endless possibilities but never choosing one.
I may favor one, but never see it to the end.
I thought it was time to leave,
But something reached out.
Grabbed me.
And I'm scared of that letting go.
Its the only thing keeping me here.
I don't know whether or not to look at your sudden appearance,
as a shackle,
or a new path.
You confuse me,
And aggravate me.
I talk to things I shouldn't
LOL
I'm tired.
And kinda hungry. D: <
AND YOU KEEP GETTING TALLER
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Stop growing. 8l
I dunno!
I let you come to me k?
Cuz Idk what to do!
And I dont wanna go forward or back.
Soooo! You do the work!
So we can b frands again!
I guess. 8l
within my own cage of feelings.
I keep running in circles,
Daily life becomes a mindless cycle.
The cage door is open,
But now I don't know what to do.
To stay,
For my own purposes, security - memories,
Or to go off with the rest,
Into the big 'mad' world,
Where everything is different,
And so is everyone.
Also,
you won't be there.
I took five steps to the door,
Then I took ten paces back.
Back into my closed world,
Where there is comfort in monotony,
I stand in place.
Knowing exactly what I do is wrong.
Knowing exactly where my course of action will lead.
Forbidden fruit - how cliche.
What will you do?
What steps will you follow.
I don't know. I don't know.
Figuring out is a task I've failed many a time.
So here I rot within my guilded cage.
Thinking of all the endless possibilities but never choosing one.
I may favor one, but never see it to the end.
I thought it was time to leave,
But something reached out.
Grabbed me.
And I'm scared of that letting go.
Its the only thing keeping me here.
I don't know whether or not to look at your sudden appearance,
as a shackle,
or a new path.
You confuse me,
And aggravate me.
I talk to things I shouldn't
LOL
I'm tired.
And kinda hungry. D: <
AND YOU KEEP GETTING TALLER
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Stop growing. 8l
I dunno!
I let you come to me k?
Cuz Idk what to do!
And I dont wanna go forward or back.
Soooo! You do the work!
So we can b frands again!
I guess. 8l
