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DD: <3 love I love you all so much. Your posts made me get all misty-eyed. xD heart I've been feeling so...lonely lately, on Gaia. I go back to WordGames and feel awkward, not knowing what to say. It feels like everyone's forgotten me. I try to participate in my roleplays, and back out. I've been spending more and more time offline now, since I get all depressed while online. ><; I've been sticking to my guilds, mostly. I just feel like I can't post on the forums anymore. And it seems like this odd feeling's seeping into my real life too. Take today for instance; I had to get some x-rays done at the doctor's. My brother, Will, took my car earlier today. He figured that since I've just been a lazy arse and staying at home recuperating, he'd steal my car for some (illegal, may I add. He's only a freshman in high school. -.-; ) driving. And Jimmy was at work, leaving me with no way to get to the doctor's. As embarrassing as it is, I had to ask one of my friends to take me. >>;; She brought a friend along and the two of them ignored me the whole ride, talking and laughing. And here I am, sitting in the back seat, feeling like a ********] freak. I don't know, I just don't know. I feel so...estranged. D:

Posted by: Jounou Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 11:07pm

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Commented on: Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 12:02am


	They're probably feeling awkward themselves, coming to terms with the fact that they nearly lost someone they know. I can relate; they're probably a bit nervous around ye. Not to mention you've been through a traumatizing experience, so that might put some convictions into your subconsciousness. But don't worry about us; go ahead and post in the forums! We're glad to have ya back! 3nodding

Commented on: Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 12:14am


	They probably didn't realize what they were doing.....I'm sure they were happy to help you out. As said, tey probably just worried about losing you. We definatly remember and love you......feel welcome to post on the forums and the guilds. We certainly don't forget you, and worried a huge amount about you...... hang in there!

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Commented on: Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 09:12am


	You are a beautiful person, dear, and you have changed my life so far. I only wish I could do more for you. Word from you is always welcome in my inbox, and I am joyful when you do find the time to post in your journal. Having had a traumatic childhood I know what it is to feel invisible... but you will find that unlikely people see you more and regard you more highly than you imagine. Thinking of you still and always.

Commented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 12:59am


	I miss you! And i wish i could play with you more in wordgames but my life is so hectic right now, hardly have any time to get online. Soccer season has started so, yeah. I wish i could talk to you more, but im happy you are better and i hope you get to feeling better emotionally. I still love you and always will

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Commented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 06:29pm


	sad You shouldn't feel so lonely and depressed. We're all bouncing off the walls to have you back!

Commented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 07:18pm


	Don't worry, dear. The last think I want is for you to feel left out of the Word Games. We all love you, and there's no need to feel akward. Please don't feel lonely. Alot of people care about you. 3nodding

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Commented on: Sun Feb 12, 2006 @ 02:43am


	Don't feel so estranged. D: We love you, and people who act like that are total asswipes for treating you that way. I'm so happy you're back here and ALIVE, and that's the best thing you can give anyone, the honor of contributing to their joy and happiness. You make me happy, and I love you. So please don't be sad. I don't want Derek to be sad.

Commented on: Sun Feb 12, 2006 @ 07:14am


	I know how you feel. It's only from staying at the hospital that makes you feel so vulnerable. There's nothing in the world that would make you a stranger to everyone here. It's all in your mind, the love will come back to you. Come on man, don't bail out on us now!

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Kanshisha no Yume
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Commented on: Mon Feb 13, 2006 @ 04:09pm


	Hey, love! Don't think that you've been forgotten! I was thinking of you last night, actually, as I was driving back from my boyfriends. I know things are hard for you, but trust me! We all miss you in the WG and would be honored to have you back with us. Cause you're just that uber smexy! snuggle snuggle I hope you feel better soon. And if you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me! I'd love to hear from you. Much luffles ~ Yume-chan

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