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dis is whur i b***h
Burning
You said he was burning.
Afraid I'd burn, you reached out to me.
But now what do I do, when you're burning as well?
He's still gone.
You're disappearing.
Where do I go?

Nowhere.

I recede back. Running up against a wall has given me brain damage.
Scattered my brains, Skull bits mixing with flesh.

Why can't you see how HARD I try for you?
Anyone else I wouldn't give a s**t.
Why can't you see how much I just want you to be happy?

Why the ******** can't anyone just understand anyone anymore.

Being wasted is the way to go, Connor's got the right idea.
Haha. ********. I want a drink so bad.
Its useless to try anymore. Really it is.

I thought I was going somewhere.
I could open up easier.
I could talk to people more.
I stopped lying as much.

But here I am. Locked back up. In my cage.
Drowning in my own self pity, self realization, and agony.
I give up!
No more trying for me.
Haha.

Soooo tired.
Maybe being a hermit isn't soooo bad.
Everyone I love:
- They're too p***y to admit it or I am
-It just didn't work, no matter how much we tried.
- It might ruin what we have
- Or they don't return the feelings.

I have nooo luck at all with love.
Hahaaa.
Love? What is love now-a-days? All we ever do is ******** ******** ********. Smoke smoke smoke. And drink drink drink. Hahah Corruption is what we bed.

I love myself.
And that's all I need atm. <3





 
 
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