So things will go back to normal I assume?
We'll lead our lives.
Being friends still.
But it feels different.
Distant.
You feel to me.
So far away.
Its like you've switched places with him.
He used to be so far away.
Now that's you.
I don't know what to do.
You got what you wanted.
A life.
And I'm glad for you.
Truly.
I am.
But that selfish part of me hates it.
I miss those nights.
When we'd stay up late, just giggling away.
Leaving each other voice clips that make no sense.
I replay you voice, its like you're here
Mmm.
I love Retrace by Anberlin.
I guess I just can't grasp why she doesn't text me or anything.
I just don't get it.
And I don't understand why I compare her to Connor.
At least right now.
How he texts me and calls me.
But she doesn't.
I just don't....Get it...
I don't know.
I'm still searching, but the picture's fading.
I lose hope in people quick.
I'm fickle.
I feel if they don't really talk to me.
Then they weren't there in the first place for me.
Which is completely stupid.
People have s**t to do.
They can't spend EVERY waking moment with me.
Its stupid, stupid, stupid.
I'm stupid when it comes to relationships.
Don't know how to act!
Don't know how to be!
Oh my dear what have I gone and done now?
It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow.
What did you expect from me? Well what did you expect from me?
Just try to forget me and just move on!
