Uhh so I dont really remember last night...?
Haha well.
I kinda do.
I was just like all drunk.
All like "i need to call connor or hes gonna punch me
i need to call connor /stressss"
Then when I did..
He was kinda busy? I think?
And I couldn't remember if I said I'd call him back or if he'd call me back.
So then I just passed out.
Then woke up at like...4.
It was weird.
I was really sad that the last thing I heard wasn't his cute stoner voice.
&& for no apparent reason, i'm scared.
That I said something that freaked Connor out.
Idk. Hope I didn't lol.
And I'm not going to lie.
Jason and I did stuff.
It kinda sucks.
I mean whoa whoa. We didn't have sex loool.
But I was just kinda thinking, "this should be with someone else!"
And by someone else!
I mean _____ .
They know who they are!!!
...Maybe.
That doesn't sound right.
I mean I just was thinking about someone else, while he was touching me.
Okay okay.
I was thinking about him.
It was kinda annoying cuz I was like "wow this def isn't suppose to happen."
Then I felt bad. Like I was betraying him? But I know he probably doesn't really care..Haha.
I just hope I didn't drive him away with something drunk, blunt Paigey said.
Ha.
but then again i do have a tendency to stress over nothing lool. fail.
AND OMG.
i think gaia doesnt tell you when you get two comments from the same person...
so like you should check your comments if it doesnt tell you that i commented you. cuz i totally did.
Haha well.
I kinda do.
I was just like all drunk.
All like "i need to call connor or hes gonna punch me
i need to call connor /stressss"
Then when I did..
He was kinda busy? I think?
And I couldn't remember if I said I'd call him back or if he'd call me back.
So then I just passed out.
Then woke up at like...4.
It was weird.
I was really sad that the last thing I heard wasn't his cute stoner voice.
&& for no apparent reason, i'm scared.
That I said something that freaked Connor out.
Idk. Hope I didn't lol.
And I'm not going to lie.
Jason and I did stuff.
It kinda sucks.
I mean whoa whoa. We didn't have sex loool.
But I was just kinda thinking, "this should be with someone else!"
And by someone else!
I mean _____ .
They know who they are!!!
...Maybe.
That doesn't sound right.
I mean I just was thinking about someone else, while he was touching me.
Okay okay.
I was thinking about him.
It was kinda annoying cuz I was like "wow this def isn't suppose to happen."
Then I felt bad. Like I was betraying him? But I know he probably doesn't really care..Haha.
I just hope I didn't drive him away with something drunk, blunt Paigey said.
Ha.
but then again i do have a tendency to stress over nothing lool. fail.
AND OMG.
i think gaia doesnt tell you when you get two comments from the same person...
so like you should check your comments if it doesnt tell you that i commented you. cuz i totally did.
