Mood: Thoughtful?
Song: Unconscious Reality; Artist vs. Poet
Man.
I'm going to be a ******** Senior.
I'll be legal this year...
I'll have college to look forward to.
A full time job.
Taxesss.
Mortgage.
I'll have to support myselfff. ow o
Its kinda scary, but exciting at the same time.
At times like these I feel like I've just kinda been fooling around like a little child.
That I'm not actually paying attention and preparing myself.
It freaks me out cuz I usually think I'm mature for my age.
When I want to be. Haha.
I don't wanna be a serious, grumpy adult.
I think I'll always be that silly, goofy Paige.
I won't grow up ever haha.
Loyola looks so scary.
A new place.
A new state.
New people.
I want Connor to be my roomie.
Since he might go to Loyola if he's not lazy! ): <
We'd be the best roomies everrr.
And that way I'd have someone I knew.
Just him in general makes me feel safe.
And comfy.
Idk.
Oh that kid.
God.
So many things I wanna tell him, but I don't have to.
Because I kinda figure he knows.
And because just maybe they should be spoken face to face. Ohohoho.
and i cant wait to hold him and give him kisses. and just lay there cuddling not worrying about stupid stuff like i usually do. and hold his hand and just enjoy that warm feeling <3
Song: Unconscious Reality; Artist vs. Poet
Man.
I'm going to be a ******** Senior.
I'll be legal this year...
I'll have college to look forward to.
A full time job.
Taxesss.
Mortgage.
I'll have to support myselfff. ow o
Its kinda scary, but exciting at the same time.
At times like these I feel like I've just kinda been fooling around like a little child.
That I'm not actually paying attention and preparing myself.
It freaks me out cuz I usually think I'm mature for my age.
When I want to be. Haha.
I don't wanna be a serious, grumpy adult.
I think I'll always be that silly, goofy Paige.
I won't grow up ever haha.
Loyola looks so scary.
A new place.
A new state.
New people.
I want Connor to be my roomie.
Since he might go to Loyola if he's not lazy! ): <
We'd be the best roomies everrr.
And that way I'd have someone I knew.
Just him in general makes me feel safe.
And comfy.
Idk.
Oh that kid.
God.
So many things I wanna tell him, but I don't have to.
Because I kinda figure he knows.
And because just maybe they should be spoken face to face. Ohohoho.
and i cant wait to hold him and give him kisses. and just lay there cuddling not worrying about stupid stuff like i usually do. and hold his hand and just enjoy that warm feeling <3
