Mood: Happy
Song: Ghosts 'n stuff; Deadmau5
So in life.
I was one of those kids.
Who was scuuurd of the future.
And I had a major issue with commitment.
Maaaaajor issue.
I think its because I never really had a good uhh..Example?
Like my mom and dad got divorced when I was really little.
And then she cheated on him with Frank.
So naturally I was like "well I dont wanna be stuck in a relationship with someone I don't really like, and how will I know I really like them? ******** this I just won't date."
But then I met Connor.
I was a little scared at first, I'll admit.
Now, though, I can totally see myself marrying him.
Like, that's what I want to do.
Its the one thing I can really see myself doing.
He's who I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Without him I'd be lost.
Sad and grumpy.
I'm pretty confident in saying it because after we broke up...Nothing was really uhh. Fun anymore?
Stuff was just pretty much boring and just tasteless.
I was so lonely, though I'd never admit it to anyone.
I lost my way in life.
Connor makes my day.
He makes me smile.
And giggle.
He gives me that warm fuzzy feeling.
Oh and not to mention the butterflies that boy gives me, geez.
Remembering his smell, smiles, laughs, and voice brings a smile to my face.
And remembering his kisses just kinda gets me all giddy..xDD
I like telling him these embarrassing things, because I love him.
And feel like I should share these cute things with him. Ya dig?
I know he reads my journals so...I'll just keep writing them as they come to mind, since there's too many things to remember to say ):
My dream?
Well fantasy.
Is to go to Loyola.
See Connor daily.
Start living with Connor?!
Get a job.
Graduate like a boss.
Then have Connor coo propose to me !
Have at most dos kids.
GROW OLD AND DIIIE TOGETHERRRR. ;w ;
Oh wait, get grandkids first.
I can't ******** wait till Voodoo fest.
I miss holding his hand.
I miss falling asleep with him. Him being the last thing I see before I go to bed and him being the first thing I see when I wake up.
I miss his warm kisses.
I miss being able to look into his eyes and tell him I love him ):
But I can wait.
Because he's soo worth waiting for.
He's my bunny boo <3 Forever and always.
Song: Ghosts 'n stuff; Deadmau5
So in life.
I was one of those kids.
Who was scuuurd of the future.
And I had a major issue with commitment.
Maaaaajor issue.
I think its because I never really had a good uhh..Example?
Like my mom and dad got divorced when I was really little.
And then she cheated on him with Frank.
So naturally I was like "well I dont wanna be stuck in a relationship with someone I don't really like, and how will I know I really like them? ******** this I just won't date."
But then I met Connor.
I was a little scared at first, I'll admit.
Now, though, I can totally see myself marrying him.
Like, that's what I want to do.
Its the one thing I can really see myself doing.
He's who I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Without him I'd be lost.
Sad and grumpy.
I'm pretty confident in saying it because after we broke up...Nothing was really uhh. Fun anymore?
Stuff was just pretty much boring and just tasteless.
I was so lonely, though I'd never admit it to anyone.
I lost my way in life.
Connor makes my day.
He makes me smile.
And giggle.
He gives me that warm fuzzy feeling.
Oh and not to mention the butterflies that boy gives me, geez.
Remembering his smell, smiles, laughs, and voice brings a smile to my face.
And remembering his kisses just kinda gets me all giddy..xDD
I like telling him these embarrassing things, because I love him.
And feel like I should share these cute things with him. Ya dig?
I know he reads my journals so...I'll just keep writing them as they come to mind, since there's too many things to remember to say ):
My dream?
Well fantasy.
Is to go to Loyola.
See Connor daily.
Start living with Connor?!
Get a job.
Graduate like a boss.
Then have Connor coo propose to me !
Have at most dos kids.
GROW OLD AND DIIIE TOGETHERRRR. ;w ;
Oh wait, get grandkids first.
I can't ******** wait till Voodoo fest.
I miss holding his hand.
I miss falling asleep with him. Him being the last thing I see before I go to bed and him being the first thing I see when I wake up.
I miss his warm kisses.
I miss being able to look into his eyes and tell him I love him ):
But I can wait.
Because he's soo worth waiting for.
He's my bunny boo <3 Forever and always.
