Mood: Nostalgic in a way?
Song: Savior; Rise Against
The bullets are buzzing past you,
Ringing in your ears,
While he sits,
The radio drowning out the noises of the city streets,
Blazing, the sun licks your neck and back,
Sweat rolls down your cheeks,
While the fan blows on his face, cooling him,
Miles away,
Can you still feel his loneliness?
Miles away,
Can you still feel his devotion, as the checks roll in,
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Dude I can't even finish it. Haha.
Chris and Travis.
They just remind me too much of us, boo.
It just hits home too hard ):
It kinda hurts my heart.
Because they go through so much, well Travis does.
And Travis = Paige. So I'm just like "omg i know what you're going through but idk what to say."
I wanna help them so bad, but its not my place.
Maybe that's why I love Travis so much. He's like Paige in gay guy form.
MAYBE THATS WHY YOU LIKE TRAVIS, CONNOR 0:
But anyway.
Chris is going into the army. Which was really bittersweet for Travis.
And then it all just kinda went to hell.
But dude.
Chris totally was like "I'm going to send him my checks."
Cuz hes going to make like...2k? Or something.
Paige - "OMG that's so sweet >:"
Chris- "You need help with moving to New Orleans don't you?"
Paige - "Uh...Yeah? Because I have to like pay for my college which is like 30k or something."
Chris - "I'm going to help you (:"
I was like "WTF NO."
But he insisted?
Dude that's like...The sweetest thing ever.
Because I can't give him anything back? Haha.
I did tell him though, which I'm pretty sure Connor won't mind, that we'd take care of Travis when Chris is on leave.
Because Travis gets lonely like I do.
He could just come to New Orleans and party with us, or I guess we could fly up there.
Honestly though.
I don't know what I'd do if Connor wanted to join the army.
I mean, I'd wait for him to come home, like a good army wife.
But I'd miss him soosososooo much.
I already miss him like crazy.
His smiles.
His giggles.
His smell.
His eyes.
His hair.
): < Even the way he'd flip his hair in my ******** FACE.
And I miss looking into his eyes when he'd say he loved me.
Omg okay stop Paige. Lol ):
Its just that.
Gr.
He affects me the same as he did all those years ago.
He still makes me blush like crazy.
He still makes me giggle like a school girl.
He still make my butterflies go crazy.
Its ridiculous.
Overall.
I hope travis and chris work stuff out.
I wish I could help, but I'd just get in the way.
So I'm gonna try and step back and watch how it plays out.
Song: Savior; Rise Against
The bullets are buzzing past you,
Ringing in your ears,
While he sits,
The radio drowning out the noises of the city streets,
Blazing, the sun licks your neck and back,
Sweat rolls down your cheeks,
While the fan blows on his face, cooling him,
Miles away,
Can you still feel his loneliness?
Miles away,
Can you still feel his devotion, as the checks roll in,
--------
Dude I can't even finish it. Haha.
Chris and Travis.
They just remind me too much of us, boo.
It just hits home too hard ):
It kinda hurts my heart.
Because they go through so much, well Travis does.
And Travis = Paige. So I'm just like "omg i know what you're going through but idk what to say."
I wanna help them so bad, but its not my place.
Maybe that's why I love Travis so much. He's like Paige in gay guy form.
MAYBE THATS WHY YOU LIKE TRAVIS, CONNOR 0:
But anyway.
Chris is going into the army. Which was really bittersweet for Travis.
And then it all just kinda went to hell.
But dude.
Chris totally was like "I'm going to send him my checks."
Cuz hes going to make like...2k? Or something.
Paige - "OMG that's so sweet >:"
Chris- "You need help with moving to New Orleans don't you?"
Paige - "Uh...Yeah? Because I have to like pay for my college which is like 30k or something."
Chris - "I'm going to help you (:"
I was like "WTF NO."
But he insisted?
Dude that's like...The sweetest thing ever.
Because I can't give him anything back? Haha.
I did tell him though, which I'm pretty sure Connor won't mind, that we'd take care of Travis when Chris is on leave.
Because Travis gets lonely like I do.
He could just come to New Orleans and party with us, or I guess we could fly up there.
Honestly though.
I don't know what I'd do if Connor wanted to join the army.
I mean, I'd wait for him to come home, like a good army wife.
But I'd miss him soosososooo much.
I already miss him like crazy.
His smiles.
His giggles.
His smell.
His eyes.
His hair.
): < Even the way he'd flip his hair in my ******** FACE.
And I miss looking into his eyes when he'd say he loved me.
Omg okay stop Paige. Lol ):
Its just that.
Gr.
He affects me the same as he did all those years ago.
He still makes me blush like crazy.
He still makes me giggle like a school girl.
He still make my butterflies go crazy.
Its ridiculous.
Overall.
I hope travis and chris work stuff out.
I wish I could help, but I'd just get in the way.
So I'm gonna try and step back and watch how it plays out.
