Mood: Sleepy still. ):
Song: Sugar Rush; Cash Cash
Soooooooooo.
Wow I need to stop starting my journals with 'So...'
It seems like I do with every other one haha.
Anyway last night.
Whaaaaaaat!
It was like really awesome but at the same time it pissed me off.
And like I know I told Kait I wasn't going to say anything but like..I never said I wasn't going to b***h about it in my journal.
Idk where to even start...How about with, ******** you.
All you do is pity yourself.
'Oh /cry Paige is always talking about Connor. Oh /cry she's always trying to make me talk about it and is bitching. OH /CRYCRY.'
In case you didn't notice, Connor is my boyfriend and best friend so of course I'm going to talk about him? What kind of argument is that anyway?
Second. I wasn't even trying to b***h, I wanted us to talk about it so we'd be okay.
And oh god you have no idea how much it pissed me off when you said you just agreed with me to basically shut me up. Holy ******** that s**t pisses me off. That solves nothing and then you just go b***h about it in your journal and I'm like "the ********? i thought we were chill?" You uh..Don't do that to your 'best friend'
Then talking about Connor and I like that. Ohhhh s**t that irritated me. Sorry you haven't felt the passion that Connor and I feel for each other. Sorry that you can't find someone like that. You had no right to even talk about us, because frankly you don't know what Connor and I have gone through together so ******** you.
And for your information, it pissed me off when you talked about Zach so much because I TOLD you it irritated me, but you did it anyway. I went out of my to NOT talk about Connor, but after I saw him and you were TEXTING ME ASKING ABOUT HIM, I kinda ranted about how awesome he was. AND YOU NEVER ******** SAID ANYTHING. SO HOW THE ******** AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT BOTHERS YOU. So you're arguments are fail. And you're just being a big piece of s**t.
...Okay I feel better now.
This morning when I was talking to Connor, my mommy mentioned his parents stopping by with him.
But he has school and its a new school so it'll be all like overwhelming and junk if he misses those first few days.
Idk I felt kinda disappointed that he wasn't like "OMG OKAY" Then I felt like a bad girlfriend lmao I was like,
"dude paige wtf? its a new school, you're gonna see him at Voodoo fest. he has to deal with the school for a whole two years, quit being selfish geez."
I felt so horrible lmao.
Took me awhile to get to sleep cuz I was thinking about it.
Because I know he wants to see me. Its just that he'd be that one new kid who missed the first few days and has to still get adjusted to everything, ONTOP of the stress of a new school year.
I was like "Wow I'm a f*****t for not even considering that."
I just got too excited at the thought of seeing him again.
That I didn't really think about anything else lmao ):
Then I realized it and was like "whoa bro i feel like a f**."
Its his choice and I'll really be happy either way cuz I love him. And I want him to be happy and not stressed out! Cuz that upsets me. ;w ;
Song: Sugar Rush; Cash Cash
Soooooooooo.
Wow I need to stop starting my journals with 'So...'
It seems like I do with every other one haha.
Anyway last night.
Whaaaaaaat!
It was like really awesome but at the same time it pissed me off.
And like I know I told Kait I wasn't going to say anything but like..I never said I wasn't going to b***h about it in my journal.
Idk where to even start...How about with, ******** you.
All you do is pity yourself.
'Oh /cry Paige is always talking about Connor. Oh /cry she's always trying to make me talk about it and is bitching. OH /CRYCRY.'
In case you didn't notice, Connor is my boyfriend and best friend so of course I'm going to talk about him? What kind of argument is that anyway?
Second. I wasn't even trying to b***h, I wanted us to talk about it so we'd be okay.
And oh god you have no idea how much it pissed me off when you said you just agreed with me to basically shut me up. Holy ******** that s**t pisses me off. That solves nothing and then you just go b***h about it in your journal and I'm like "the ********? i thought we were chill?" You uh..Don't do that to your 'best friend'
Then talking about Connor and I like that. Ohhhh s**t that irritated me. Sorry you haven't felt the passion that Connor and I feel for each other. Sorry that you can't find someone like that. You had no right to even talk about us, because frankly you don't know what Connor and I have gone through together so ******** you.
And for your information, it pissed me off when you talked about Zach so much because I TOLD you it irritated me, but you did it anyway. I went out of my to NOT talk about Connor, but after I saw him and you were TEXTING ME ASKING ABOUT HIM, I kinda ranted about how awesome he was. AND YOU NEVER ******** SAID ANYTHING. SO HOW THE ******** AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT BOTHERS YOU. So you're arguments are fail. And you're just being a big piece of s**t.
...Okay I feel better now.
This morning when I was talking to Connor, my mommy mentioned his parents stopping by with him.
But he has school and its a new school so it'll be all like overwhelming and junk if he misses those first few days.
Idk I felt kinda disappointed that he wasn't like "OMG OKAY" Then I felt like a bad girlfriend lmao I was like,
"dude paige wtf? its a new school, you're gonna see him at Voodoo fest. he has to deal with the school for a whole two years, quit being selfish geez."
I felt so horrible lmao.
Took me awhile to get to sleep cuz I was thinking about it.
Because I know he wants to see me. Its just that he'd be that one new kid who missed the first few days and has to still get adjusted to everything, ONTOP of the stress of a new school year.
I was like "Wow I'm a f*****t for not even considering that."
I just got too excited at the thought of seeing him again.
That I didn't really think about anything else lmao ):
Then I realized it and was like "whoa bro i feel like a f**."
Its his choice and I'll really be happy either way cuz I love him. And I want him to be happy and not stressed out! Cuz that upsets me. ;w ;
