Mood: Fine
Song: Into the Ocean; Blue October
I had a dream about Connor againnn.
He was in China? Lmao. And APPARENTLY. My mother and I were going to drive there...
I was like "...How? There's definitely a sea in the way." "..Oh silly. The interstate."
Totally makes sense right?
Turns out he was in New York lol.
I was so close to seeing him again but this b***h kept like..
Keeping me back? And ruining stuff. I was like "The ******** is your problem, yo?"
It was frustrating );<
And I decided that I like it when Connor's at his mommy's house.
And I'm gonna sound so selfish but hahaa, I just feel like I get more of his time when he's there. xDD
Also idk. I'm not fond of his daddie always being drunk and his parenting skills, but its not my place to judge. He's better than my dad. That's fasho lol.
Idk I wish I could just take of Connor, cuz I know I'd be boss at it.
I haven't had a drink in almost a month. Its kinda killing me. Geez lmao. Connor say's I'd be perfect even without him. Nooo. Honestly I'd be a party girl who always gets drunk and plays around with old guys. Who knows what I'd be doing when school started.
I'm so glad he's in my life. You have no idea. He's everything to me. I always get lost when he's not around. An emptiness that can never be filled - that's what its like when he's not in my life.
But when he's there, ohh. I've never felt so complete. Never been so happy and dandy with life. I love it when we fall asleep on the phone, because it just feels so...comfortable and nice. Its like he's actually there sleeping with me. Which was awesome! Except you kept stealing the covers );& And you almost butt raped me once. I was like "WHOA BRO ARE YOU AWAKE?" Then you just kinda rolled over, and I looked over, yeah you were dead asleep. xDD
Even in your sleep you like that a**, geez Connur cooo. ; w ;
What am I going to do with you?
Song: Into the Ocean; Blue October
I had a dream about Connor againnn.
He was in China? Lmao. And APPARENTLY. My mother and I were going to drive there...
I was like "...How? There's definitely a sea in the way." "..Oh silly. The interstate."
Totally makes sense right?
Turns out he was in New York lol.
I was so close to seeing him again but this b***h kept like..
Keeping me back? And ruining stuff. I was like "The ******** is your problem, yo?"
It was frustrating );<
And I decided that I like it when Connor's at his mommy's house.
And I'm gonna sound so selfish but hahaa, I just feel like I get more of his time when he's there. xDD
Also idk. I'm not fond of his daddie always being drunk and his parenting skills, but its not my place to judge. He's better than my dad. That's fasho lol.
Idk I wish I could just take of Connor, cuz I know I'd be boss at it.
I haven't had a drink in almost a month. Its kinda killing me. Geez lmao. Connor say's I'd be perfect even without him. Nooo. Honestly I'd be a party girl who always gets drunk and plays around with old guys. Who knows what I'd be doing when school started.
I'm so glad he's in my life. You have no idea. He's everything to me. I always get lost when he's not around. An emptiness that can never be filled - that's what its like when he's not in my life.
But when he's there, ohh. I've never felt so complete. Never been so happy and dandy with life. I love it when we fall asleep on the phone, because it just feels so...comfortable and nice. Its like he's actually there sleeping with me. Which was awesome! Except you kept stealing the covers );& And you almost butt raped me once. I was like "WHOA BRO ARE YOU AWAKE?" Then you just kinda rolled over, and I looked over, yeah you were dead asleep. xDD
Even in your sleep you like that a**, geez Connur cooo. ; w ;
What am I going to do with you?
