Well.....I'm left wondering about many things now.
Part of my friends list has been removed. Hell, a full page worth. And it couldn't be that they removed themselves from mine. Because one case hasn't been on since February. So....why? What happened to remove them? A glitch? Teh Hax?
But far and above this, one of the people removed, the maker of by far and away the best rp I've ever been with, has become so much better at rping. While I...stagnate. I should be doing quite well, and yet I'm making a noob out of myself. I don't understand it......why haven't I gotten better?
Well, sure, she's actively involved in rps, and I'm only in this one for about the first ina couple months, darn near half a year, and if I wish to be spiteful, from NOW, it's been about a year since I could have done anything.
But still......I don't like that I'm doing so badly. It's.....wrong.......having a complicated person to work with doesn't help.....
The rp will be dead in about a week or so. Maybe a month, if somebody REALLY wants to persevere. But it's dead. R.I.P.
And this is only On-line. Not accounting for all the myriad of questions floating around in the real world, that I don't want to address. And yet.....if I wait......will it fade away?
'He who hesitates is lost.'
Wouldn't be the first time.
But I don't want to lose the chance.....
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