And yet, I strive my best to avoid that.
Greed
Envy
Wrath
Sloth
Lust
Gluttony
Pride
I so desperately want to avoid them. To keep myself so free of sin, though not to be holy, but.....to cause incompletion. I don't want to be whole. I want something missing from myself, so I can fill it.
A long-term solution to an otherwise impossible problem. There's a pit where no pit ought to be, and it can't possibly be as bad as it seems, but it acts that way. So make it bigger. Tear open the small, little fake hole, and have a real hole to fill with interdependence.
But...really.....will it make me incomplete? Is that what I go for?
I don't think so....
I think I go to be free from sin, because if I am, I can help people more easily. I have a ways to go, but......I think I'm....capable.....maybe....
But then you have....
Guilt
Malice
Arrogance
Hatred
Flawed
Blasphemy
And then....Thanatos.
Not the sins, but identical cousins, at farthest.
They are also given measure to avoid.
Funny.....they all sound with a sin, then....
Thanatos.
The dealer of Death....
....
What's that to me, I wonder.
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