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Goddd
Goddd.
GODDDD.
I'm so ******** BORED.

GODDAMN.

I guess I could sparknote this book I already read..To refresh my memory
But I don't wanna.

Dude idk.
I just feel really angry right now.
I dunno why.
Well not angry. Frustrated. I guess.
I just feel blaaahhhh.

I just feel like poo.
I'm tired of school.
I'm tired of homeworkkk.
I'm tired of work. ;l
I'm tired of not seeing Connor.
ughhhhhh.

I'm gonna sound so retarded but my heart just aches.
Lol so emo.
BUT ITS TRUE. ):
The only thing I have to distract me is School.
And even then I catch myself thinking about how soon Voodoo is and how much I just wanna get out of this damn state.

Connor's lucky cuz he has a social life ):
Keep him busy and not just sitting there all like "ughhhh i wanna leaveee."

And its not so much as everyday is the same, because it really isn't anymore.
I realize that now idk why I just figured that out haha.
Its just that...I'm so tired of just..Being here without him.
Its annoying and frustrating because I can't do s**t about it.
I kinda wanna go to sleep but its not even 10.

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.