Mood: Sleepy
Song: You are the Moon; The Hush Sound
October October October.
That's all I can really think about anymore. );
I'm struggling. The whole distance thing really really sucks.
Its like..
...
After you finally got something you've wanted for so so so long, you're all happy and s**t. Like happier than you've been in forever.
Then its just kinda plucked out of your hands so for the first month you're like "Whoa what just happened?" Because it happens so fast you feel dazed.
But then after another month, and another month you're just like "Okay this is bullshit I want that back now."
And I don't understand Kyle.
He say's if they saw each other a bunch they'd get tired of each other.
Uhh..
I'd love to see Connor at least like once everyday.
Psh I'd love to see that boy as much as I wanted. Yeah we'd probably spend a lot. ALOT. of time together.
I'd never get bored of him though. Ever. Or get tired of him.
Ughh that's why I get so pissed off at Kyle. I don't understand how you can get tired of your lover.
Maybe its a guy thing? But I don't think Connor would get tired of me.
Maybe if I was always on his crotch like 24/7. But that's kinda impossible cuz I don't think you could go a day glued to someone...You'd have to go pee eventually...You know? ;l
I honestly cannot stand whiny boys. Haha. For real.
Like I can handle whiny chicks, cuz they have a v****a. But guy's who act like pussies and are just little bitches piss me off to no end. Maybe that's sexist but goddamn.
I'm like Connor lately where if someone's being a little b***h I'm just like "Okay I don't have time to let you cry on my shoulder so...Suck it up."
Blah!
I find myself kinda wanting to be surrounded by people.
Cuz like when I'm alone all I can think about is how much I miss Connor and how my heart aches. I don't deal with loneliness well haha.
Every text from him and call makes me super duper happy though. Just hearing his voice and talking to him makes my day xDD
I'm still counting down the days haha.
And I'll probably bring my camera and try to take more pictures. MEMORIESSSSS.
Show dem off 2 mah frands.
Ugh everyone's sad tonight.
And I hate it.
I just wanna curl up in my bed and talk to mah boo.
It'd be better if he was here and I could lay my head on his chest.
Ohh I miss that heartbeat. );
But everyday is closer to October 28th. Every freakin day.
So I can do this s**t );< Its closer than I think. I'm just being a drama queen.
Song: You are the Moon; The Hush Sound
October October October.
That's all I can really think about anymore. );
I'm struggling. The whole distance thing really really sucks.
Its like..
...
After you finally got something you've wanted for so so so long, you're all happy and s**t. Like happier than you've been in forever.
Then its just kinda plucked out of your hands so for the first month you're like "Whoa what just happened?" Because it happens so fast you feel dazed.
But then after another month, and another month you're just like "Okay this is bullshit I want that back now."
And I don't understand Kyle.
He say's if they saw each other a bunch they'd get tired of each other.
Uhh..
I'd love to see Connor at least like once everyday.
Psh I'd love to see that boy as much as I wanted. Yeah we'd probably spend a lot. ALOT. of time together.
I'd never get bored of him though. Ever. Or get tired of him.
Ughh that's why I get so pissed off at Kyle. I don't understand how you can get tired of your lover.
Maybe its a guy thing? But I don't think Connor would get tired of me.
Maybe if I was always on his crotch like 24/7. But that's kinda impossible cuz I don't think you could go a day glued to someone...You'd have to go pee eventually...You know? ;l
I honestly cannot stand whiny boys. Haha. For real.
Like I can handle whiny chicks, cuz they have a v****a. But guy's who act like pussies and are just little bitches piss me off to no end. Maybe that's sexist but goddamn.
I'm like Connor lately where if someone's being a little b***h I'm just like "Okay I don't have time to let you cry on my shoulder so...Suck it up."
Blah!
I find myself kinda wanting to be surrounded by people.
Cuz like when I'm alone all I can think about is how much I miss Connor and how my heart aches. I don't deal with loneliness well haha.
Every text from him and call makes me super duper happy though. Just hearing his voice and talking to him makes my day xDD
I'm still counting down the days haha.
And I'll probably bring my camera and try to take more pictures. MEMORIESSSSS.
Show dem off 2 mah frands.
Ugh everyone's sad tonight.
And I hate it.
I just wanna curl up in my bed and talk to mah boo.
It'd be better if he was here and I could lay my head on his chest.
Ohh I miss that heartbeat. );
But everyday is closer to October 28th. Every freakin day.
So I can do this s**t );< Its closer than I think. I'm just being a drama queen.
