Mood: Sleepy; Lonely; Bored
Song: Calling All Cars; Senses Fail
I miss yoooou oh god.
It justfff.
I had so much fun.
Sooo much fun.
I forgot that time slips away so quickly when I'm with you.
I have no sense of time when you're around ):
I just get lost in how happy I am.
POO.
We spent from October 28th to part of November 1st together nonstop
And it was just
******** amazing.
********.
Amazing.
Your hair, your eyes, your lips, your skin, your voice, your arms, fingers, legs, toes, just your body in general - I ******** love it all.
You're the most loving person ever. For real.
Like....I don't think people realize how sensitive and loving you are.
;l
Cuz I know you are
Ohhhmyyygoddddd why does Voodoo have to only be three dayssss. ):
I can't even like..Describe the pain I felt when you dropped me off at the airport.
..I could barely breathe.
I just kinda sat there and cried haha.
I tried to do something, like play a video game.
But I just got so frustrated and was like "What's the point. I don't give a
********"
I cried in the car too.
I tried to look away so you didn't see me crying. Faaaail.
You cried too though.
I didn't see your tears but I felt your wet cheeks and I was like "awe../cries harder"
I think my favorite day was...Hell I don't even know. I loved every minute - no ******** that - every second of every day.
I liked when you were laying on my chest and we were singing Senses Fail.
It was so cute ):
When you were rolling, idk I mean.
I felt bad cuz I told you to do a drug that I probably wouldn't have really wanted you to take unless I was there..xD
But dude it made you so talkative and honest. I loved it.
You asked me if it bothered me that you did drugs.
And you just idk.
I just really liked it. And you kept rubbing your belly like a monkey. It was cute..xDD
I liked meeting all your friends too.
They're crazy, but that makes them fun xDD
They're so different from my friends haha.
Sorry I didn't really talk to them ):
I talked more than I thought I would though...To this one chick...I'm sorry I forgot her name LOL ):
You better come up here for winter break ): <
I'm already trying to think of what we could do.
Uh...I mean there's nothing really exciting but uh.
We could just like go to the mountains...And uh...Spend time together...And I could see if any good bands are playing.
I mean I'd come down there, I don't know if I could get off of work.
AND YOU NEED TO MEET MY GODDAMN FAMILY.
Even though they're crazy and can freak out super bad...They're lovable
And I just want you to meet them, cuz I know they'll love you.
Blah dude I'm so tired.
It feels so weird to just..Be alone?
I feel...Like a robot still.
Without you around I always feel incomplete in a way, you know?
I'm not my happiest unless you're here.
I can't wait till I move down there, I'll miss my pretty trees and family.
But I really really really really just wanna spend my life with you.
Getting lonely.
Its going to be so weird waking up without you.
My whole day has been ******** weird without you by my side.
Its funny cuz the night before I left, I had a dream with you in it.
That was the only dream I sort of remember throughout the entirety of my trip.
We were just chillin at some fest.
They say when you dream about someone that means they miss you and you miss them.
So I basically already started missing you even before I left.
Just the thought of not being with you just..Tore me up. ):
Blaaaah. My life is so mundane and boring without you.
Hurry and come up here. ):
Song: Calling All Cars; Senses Fail
I miss yoooou oh god.
It justfff.
I had so much fun.
Sooo much fun.
I forgot that time slips away so quickly when I'm with you.
I have no sense of time when you're around ):
I just get lost in how happy I am.
POO.
We spent from October 28th to part of November 1st together nonstop
And it was just
******** amazing.
********.
Amazing.
Your hair, your eyes, your lips, your skin, your voice, your arms, fingers, legs, toes, just your body in general - I ******** love it all.
You're the most loving person ever. For real.
Like....I don't think people realize how sensitive and loving you are.
;l
Cuz I know you are
Ohhhmyyygoddddd why does Voodoo have to only be three dayssss. ):
I can't even like..Describe the pain I felt when you dropped me off at the airport.
..I could barely breathe.
I just kinda sat there and cried haha.
I tried to do something, like play a video game.
But I just got so frustrated and was like "What's the point. I don't give a
********"
I cried in the car too.
I tried to look away so you didn't see me crying. Faaaail.
You cried too though.
I didn't see your tears but I felt your wet cheeks and I was like "awe../cries harder"
I think my favorite day was...Hell I don't even know. I loved every minute - no ******** that - every second of every day.
I liked when you were laying on my chest and we were singing Senses Fail.
It was so cute ):
When you were rolling, idk I mean.
I felt bad cuz I told you to do a drug that I probably wouldn't have really wanted you to take unless I was there..xD
But dude it made you so talkative and honest. I loved it.
You asked me if it bothered me that you did drugs.
And you just idk.
I just really liked it. And you kept rubbing your belly like a monkey. It was cute..xDD
I liked meeting all your friends too.
They're crazy, but that makes them fun xDD
They're so different from my friends haha.
Sorry I didn't really talk to them ):
I talked more than I thought I would though...To this one chick...I'm sorry I forgot her name LOL ):
You better come up here for winter break ): <
I'm already trying to think of what we could do.
Uh...I mean there's nothing really exciting but uh.
We could just like go to the mountains...And uh...Spend time together...And I could see if any good bands are playing.
I mean I'd come down there, I don't know if I could get off of work.
AND YOU NEED TO MEET MY GODDAMN FAMILY.
Even though they're crazy and can freak out super bad...They're lovable
And I just want you to meet them, cuz I know they'll love you.
Blah dude I'm so tired.
It feels so weird to just..Be alone?
I feel...Like a robot still.
Without you around I always feel incomplete in a way, you know?
I'm not my happiest unless you're here.
I can't wait till I move down there, I'll miss my pretty trees and family.
But I really really really really just wanna spend my life with you.
Getting lonely.
Its going to be so weird waking up without you.
My whole day has been ******** weird without you by my side.
Its funny cuz the night before I left, I had a dream with you in it.
That was the only dream I sort of remember throughout the entirety of my trip.
We were just chillin at some fest.
They say when you dream about someone that means they miss you and you miss them.
So I basically already started missing you even before I left.
Just the thought of not being with you just..Tore me up. ):
Blaaaah. My life is so mundane and boring without you.
Hurry and come up here. ):
