Mood: sadish
Song: A Day to Remember; If It Means A Lot To You
Soo...
I'm so uninspired to do anything.
I have a research paper due.
But I totally have no inspiration to do it.
Its like all my inspiration disappeared when I left your side.
And now I'm sick haha.
I just hope you get to come here for winter break.
I might buy your ticket as a Christmas present.
And shut up I don't care if that's too much money.
I just want you by my side.
Even if we don't do anything and just sit there or lay there.
Talking and stuff isn't the point.
Just your presence makes me happier than I've ever been before.
I hope you're not going through this depression.
But I bet you are. ):
I felt so weird being alone
So odd.
Even with people I felt alone.
Its like you took a bigger chunk of my heart this time after I left.
I'm being such a zombieeee.
I felt bad that I hardly danced.
Its silly to feel bad about that I guess.
But I just felt like you were kinda staying back from partying cuz of me. ):
I felt bad I was super shy too haha.
I dunno
Such silly things to feel bad about.
And I know I talked about this before in my other journal, but I really liked how honest and open you were on molly.
I just sometimes feel like you don't tell me things because you're afraid I'll worry too much.
But I'd rather you just tell me everything and let me worry, cuz that's my job.
Well maybe its just some stuff won't just pop up in our convo.
I mean I know you tell me stuff. xDD
I honestly think that Yamato and I are the closet people to you.
So I know you're out and honest with me.
I just think you dont tell me somethings cuz you know how I stress about you being happy.
I lovelovelove you.
I don't think I'm going to get out of the puppydog love phase with you ):
Like ever haha.
Song: A Day to Remember; If It Means A Lot To You
Soo...
I'm so uninspired to do anything.
I have a research paper due.
But I totally have no inspiration to do it.
Its like all my inspiration disappeared when I left your side.
And now I'm sick haha.
I just hope you get to come here for winter break.
I might buy your ticket as a Christmas present.
And shut up I don't care if that's too much money.
I just want you by my side.
Even if we don't do anything and just sit there or lay there.
Talking and stuff isn't the point.
Just your presence makes me happier than I've ever been before.
I hope you're not going through this depression.
But I bet you are. ):
I felt so weird being alone
So odd.
Even with people I felt alone.
Its like you took a bigger chunk of my heart this time after I left.
I'm being such a zombieeee.
I felt bad that I hardly danced.
Its silly to feel bad about that I guess.
But I just felt like you were kinda staying back from partying cuz of me. ):
I felt bad I was super shy too haha.
I dunno
Such silly things to feel bad about.
And I know I talked about this before in my other journal, but I really liked how honest and open you were on molly.
I just sometimes feel like you don't tell me things because you're afraid I'll worry too much.
But I'd rather you just tell me everything and let me worry, cuz that's my job.
Well maybe its just some stuff won't just pop up in our convo.
I mean I know you tell me stuff. xDD
I honestly think that Yamato and I are the closet people to you.
So I know you're out and honest with me.
I just think you dont tell me somethings cuz you know how I stress about you being happy.
I lovelovelove you.
I don't think I'm going to get out of the puppydog love phase with you ):
Like ever haha.
