Mood: okay
Song: The Fire; Senses Fail
Hmmm.
You never gave me an answer, but you called.
And oddly, I'm fine with that.
It felt like...
...Its so hard to describe haha..
Like I felt connected to you.
I know you love me more than anything, well maybe not weed!
And you know that I love you more than anything.
I think its fine this way.
Perhaps it was always the title killing us.
You better keep calling though. ):
You don't have to everyday...UNLESS YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.
But I like talking to you on the phone. Since you know, I can't see you everyday haha.
Hmmm.
You know my madre said you're welcome here anytime.
It was weird.
She was just like "You know if Connor needs somewhere to go, he can come here and stay as long as he wants."
I think I made a bigger deal of this than there needed to be.
I just got scared.
I didn't wanna lose you.
I'm so afraid of losing people, and since you mean so much that if I lost you...Just Jesus, that'd kill me.
Is it weird that I felt no change in our relationship?
I know we're just friends now...Well honestly can we ever be just friends? haha.
It feels like we're dating still, that maybe come back to bite me in the a**, but I'll deal with it later.
...I wanna go down there for Spring Break. Maybe.
I'll drive probably. ******** airplanes ugh.
I still am hesitant to go to college down there, but I can decide that later too.
When you said you had plans to get ******** up at Voodoo but didn't cuz I was there made me kinda sad at first. xDDD;
But then you were like "nonono I had fun silly."
That made me feel better. Cuz I had a lot of fun too, even though I was stoned as ******** all weekend. Never wanna smoke that much weed ever again. Oh god.
You know.
I kinda wanna go to Voodoo next year.
But I don't know if I will.
That's way to far in advance for me to think.
I wonder if you'll grace me with your presence tonight haha.
I hope so. P:
Song: The Fire; Senses Fail
Hmmm.
You never gave me an answer, but you called.
And oddly, I'm fine with that.
It felt like...
...Its so hard to describe haha..
Like I felt connected to you.
I know you love me more than anything, well maybe not weed!
And you know that I love you more than anything.
I think its fine this way.
Perhaps it was always the title killing us.
You better keep calling though. ):
You don't have to everyday...UNLESS YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.
But I like talking to you on the phone. Since you know, I can't see you everyday haha.
Hmmm.
You know my madre said you're welcome here anytime.
It was weird.
She was just like "You know if Connor needs somewhere to go, he can come here and stay as long as he wants."
I think I made a bigger deal of this than there needed to be.
I just got scared.
I didn't wanna lose you.
I'm so afraid of losing people, and since you mean so much that if I lost you...Just Jesus, that'd kill me.
Is it weird that I felt no change in our relationship?
I know we're just friends now...Well honestly can we ever be just friends? haha.
It feels like we're dating still, that maybe come back to bite me in the a**, but I'll deal with it later.
...I wanna go down there for Spring Break. Maybe.
I'll drive probably. ******** airplanes ugh.
I still am hesitant to go to college down there, but I can decide that later too.
When you said you had plans to get ******** up at Voodoo but didn't cuz I was there made me kinda sad at first. xDDD;
But then you were like "nonono I had fun silly."
That made me feel better. Cuz I had a lot of fun too, even though I was stoned as ******** all weekend. Never wanna smoke that much weed ever again. Oh god.
You know.
I kinda wanna go to Voodoo next year.
But I don't know if I will.
That's way to far in advance for me to think.
I wonder if you'll grace me with your presence tonight haha.
I hope so. P:
