Mood: Weird
Song: Roadside; Rise Against
Lately I've really liked this song.
Its pretty, but sad ):
I feel like something big is about to happen.
I feel almost apprehensive.
Like I'm about to go under a major change.
Perhaps I'm wrong. I hope so...Change and I aren't the best of buddies.
The little things that make you have flashbacks are so weird sometimes.
I have another research paper to write...;l
But it reminds me of Voodoo Fest. Which sucks because idk.
It makes me miss him even more.
It makes me miss the music and stuff.
I really want to go to a concert lately.
Like really really badly.
But no one good is coming anywhere near here ):
I want out of high school.
I'm so tired of all of it.
I've never itched this bad to get away from somewhere.
I'm tired of the whole scene. Its just a mega popularity contest topped with tons of drama blahhhz.
The work is simple and easy, the same thing every ******** day.
I wonder if I should be mad at Brittney.
I know that if she comes here it'll just be because she couldn't go with Kyle.
I think I'm more peeved by the fact that Kyle knew she chose him over me.
I hate losing in situations like that. And I hate him so.
But I'd want her to do the same for me in that situation. To forgive me and say its not a big deal.
Its really not, I suppose.
Life is too short for such petty drama. Just don't talk about me to Kyle and we're fine.
I just don't want to be left behind.
I don't want my friends to scatter and go their own way, forgetting about me.
But that's what happens in life, right? People are forgotten unless they've changed society in someway.
Only a tiny few will remember you when you're gone.
Maybe that's why I wanted to be famous, not for the money, but to live on.
I don't know. I try not to think about it too much.
I kinda wish Connor would make an effort to come see me.
But he barely has enough money as it is, and of course he NEEDS it for weed.
I don't mind always going down there, but...Its just like Why can't you come here?
I dunno.
I feel like all the people I'm really close to: Connor, Brittney, and Kait.
They're all far away.
I'm kinda lonely here.
It sucks when all your best friends live in different states ha.
Song: Roadside; Rise Against
Lately I've really liked this song.
Its pretty, but sad ):
I feel like something big is about to happen.
I feel almost apprehensive.
Like I'm about to go under a major change.
Perhaps I'm wrong. I hope so...Change and I aren't the best of buddies.
The little things that make you have flashbacks are so weird sometimes.
I have another research paper to write...;l
But it reminds me of Voodoo Fest. Which sucks because idk.
It makes me miss him even more.
It makes me miss the music and stuff.
I really want to go to a concert lately.
Like really really badly.
But no one good is coming anywhere near here ):
I want out of high school.
I'm so tired of all of it.
I've never itched this bad to get away from somewhere.
I'm tired of the whole scene. Its just a mega popularity contest topped with tons of drama blahhhz.
The work is simple and easy, the same thing every ******** day.
I wonder if I should be mad at Brittney.
I know that if she comes here it'll just be because she couldn't go with Kyle.
I think I'm more peeved by the fact that Kyle knew she chose him over me.
I hate losing in situations like that. And I hate him so.
But I'd want her to do the same for me in that situation. To forgive me and say its not a big deal.
Its really not, I suppose.
Life is too short for such petty drama. Just don't talk about me to Kyle and we're fine.
I just don't want to be left behind.
I don't want my friends to scatter and go their own way, forgetting about me.
But that's what happens in life, right? People are forgotten unless they've changed society in someway.
Only a tiny few will remember you when you're gone.
Maybe that's why I wanted to be famous, not for the money, but to live on.
I don't know. I try not to think about it too much.
I kinda wish Connor would make an effort to come see me.
But he barely has enough money as it is, and of course he NEEDS it for weed.
I don't mind always going down there, but...Its just like Why can't you come here?
I dunno.
I feel like all the people I'm really close to: Connor, Brittney, and Kait.
They're all far away.
I'm kinda lonely here.
It sucks when all your best friends live in different states ha.
