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You put me through s**t.
Tons of s**t.
I don't know if you unintentionally did this.
I don't know if you felt how I felt.

I feel like you used me.
You're a child in my eyes.
You can't find what you're searching for there, so you need me.

Why should I give you another chance?
After all the countless ones I've given you and you just keep tossing them out the window.
Give me a good reason?

If you're thinking I'm going to be better than the current girl you have, or that I'm just a back up girl, you're wrong.
I wonder if you know that I know what you did with Kait.
Do you respect the only friends you had left on here?
I doubt you do.
You think you can keep coming back to us? Ha.

Youre...I don't even know.
You're one of two things.
A scared, lonely child. Who's been hurt a lot.
Or.

You're just a stupid boy who likes to be a player.

I loved you a lot.
And you just kinda took that love and threw it on the ground.
Stomped on it a couple of times.
Then just left.
Why should I of all people, forgive you?
You're a monster.

If you can give me a lot of good reasons to forgive.
And make a really good apology.
Then perhaps we can be friends again.

I hate to admit it but I do miss him.
I wonder if I'm kinda like him in a way.
That I need someone.
I don't know.
But I do know this time I'm not giving into him so easily.

No way jose.
You get to work at earning my respect and friendship back.
And if that's too much work, well then.
Peace out.