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Everything feels so strange.
Today has been a haze.
Brandon and Catie broke up.

They had been together for years.
YEARS.

Brittney's mother passed away.

It always shocks me.
Death.
You never really realize how short life is until its just...Over.

People always worrying over trivial things like what to wear who to date.
When you should be living life to its fullest.
That doesn't mean going out and having the party life where you can't remember the day before.
It just means...Treat everyday as your last. Make what you can of life and just be happy.
Love the ones you love.

Here I was worrying about stupid stuff.
Its always like a slap in the face.
I can't even imagine what Brittney's going through.

Death scares the ******** out of me.

I just wanna live forever to be honest.
Life is so beautiful.
The flowers, the clouds, the air.
The people.

I always get so frustrated.
Life would be so easy if we all could just get up and flow.
I wish Brittney lived here.
I wish all my internet friends were here.
I love each and everyone of them.
I love all my friends.

Maybe I like people more than I let on.
I'm just disappointed in the decisions they make.
They don't think.
Life can be over in just a flash.
A snap of your fingers.
Gone.

What's better in life?
To go on and pave yourself a future.
Or to be remembered?

I'm always thinking about how simple life can be when in reality its so complex, that its scary.