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I feel weird today.
Almost alone?
Brittney's in the Philippines.
Connors MIA.
Kait is at school.

I guess I could get ahold of them if I tried hard enough.
Its just one of those days where you want to be with someone, but at the same time you feel like you NEED this alone time?

I suddenly feel like I don't know who I am.
I don't know if I've been progressing or regressing.
Am I really okay with history repeating itself over and over?
But at the same time I know I need this?
...Do I?

I feel stationery.
I don't know actually.

I wish I could be there for Brittney.

I still feel so uninspired and unmotivated to do just about anything.
Spring Break killed me haha.

Oh and I've decided I'm just gonna live alone in a tiny house somewhere.
I'm not ready for love.
I don't know if I ever will be.
That fact just hit me ha.

I've been so stupid.
"oh hur im paige i understand luv'
Nah.

I dunno haha.
I feel moody today.
Maybe its cuz its raining.

I hate spare time.
I'm always over thinking s**t.