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Soo last night was definitely weird.
Drama llama started after I left.
Ugh boys making drama. Wtf.
Its usually girls.

Anyway.
I almost didn't pick up the phone.
I just kinda sat there watching my phone going off.
It was one of those moments where lots of s**t is going on in the background but it all just kinda gets muted...?
I knew if I didn't answer stuff would change.

And that scared me.
To bits.
So I ended up picking up anyway haha.

Wouldn't be surprised if I told you s**t that I normally wouldn't.
'S not like you'd really realize anything anyway...
Not like you'll text me back either...
Cuz its a Friday night and heaven knows when you'll talk to me again.
Which scares me most.

Probably why I picked up the phone.
I didn't know when I'd talk to you again.
I'm so pathetic in my own little ways, I guess.

We're both just playing sick games with each other anyway.
Not a big surprise to either of us anymore.