What If - Emilie Autumn
So I guess that's it.
You're just a baby that I have to take care of from time to time.
Its not so much I've been in denial.
I've known all along that its not meant to be.
But its just how I am.
I don't lose faith in the ones I love. I give them chance after chance after chance.
And I believe in them.
I'll love them forever, no matter what.
That's just how it is.
But even if you're not here from time to time.
You're still gonna be in my heart.
I'll just have to accept that.
Besides I'm learning.
That someone can make my heart beat just as fast as you made it.
It kinda surprised me how fast I click with him.
He's totally different from most of the guys I crush on xP
He's kinda awkward but cute at the same time.
Like a big goofy puppy.
Whereas you're more like a cat.
I think if Brittney was an animal she'd be a bird.
Singing and always happy. Flying all around the place always busy.
Maybe that's why you guys don't get along.
Birds and Cats aren't meant to be friends!
I'd wanna be a jellyfish.
Just floating around, having the ocean take me places.
Just like how I let the float of life just guide me.
No worries or conflict.
And they look so simple yet they're so complex.
Summer really needs to start.
Brittney's coming up here. Maybe Kaylee. Maybe Fizz.
HOPEFULLY ZAK.
Zak might bring Connor.
Which is okay with me cuz no matter how much he seems to piss me off, that goober has a place in my heart.
But honestly.
I guess I'm becoming one of those people where if you're tired of being friends with me, then...I'm not really going to try.
Dunno.
I guess I've always been like that.
I'm not going to go out of my way to keep someone around who doesn't really want me.
Its easier to just run.
Graduation is right around the corner!
I'm kinda really excited.
I'll get to see everyone again. c:
I think I've changed quite a bit since high school.
I'm a lot more open and talkative. I can still work on it though. Not gonna lie < <;
BUT YES GAME PLAN:
Get the tattoo.
Work work work.
Clean my room a little before everyone comes to crash at my house...;l
Get to know Fizz better!
Hang out and go to the pool. c:
When Brittney gets here - do makeup and such. Pinup s**t. >;l
Beat Amnesia.
FILL OUT MY GODDAMN FASFA
Resolve inner conflicts. ;l
Be there for babypants when he needs you.
Try not to argue with Connor cuz it makes him angry < < ...Hm maybe I actually need to do that more since its cute when he gets all flustered.
Not deal with Jason's p***y a** s**t.
No making out with guy's girlfriends.
And just have fun and live life c:
So I guess that's it.
You're just a baby that I have to take care of from time to time.
Its not so much I've been in denial.
I've known all along that its not meant to be.
But its just how I am.
I don't lose faith in the ones I love. I give them chance after chance after chance.
And I believe in them.
I'll love them forever, no matter what.
That's just how it is.
But even if you're not here from time to time.
You're still gonna be in my heart.
I'll just have to accept that.
Besides I'm learning.
That someone can make my heart beat just as fast as you made it.
It kinda surprised me how fast I click with him.
He's totally different from most of the guys I crush on xP
He's kinda awkward but cute at the same time.
Like a big goofy puppy.
Whereas you're more like a cat.
I think if Brittney was an animal she'd be a bird.
Singing and always happy. Flying all around the place always busy.
Maybe that's why you guys don't get along.
Birds and Cats aren't meant to be friends!
I'd wanna be a jellyfish.
Just floating around, having the ocean take me places.
Just like how I let the float of life just guide me.
No worries or conflict.
And they look so simple yet they're so complex.
Summer really needs to start.
Brittney's coming up here. Maybe Kaylee. Maybe Fizz.
HOPEFULLY ZAK.
Zak might bring Connor.
Which is okay with me cuz no matter how much he seems to piss me off, that goober has a place in my heart.
But honestly.
I guess I'm becoming one of those people where if you're tired of being friends with me, then...I'm not really going to try.
Dunno.
I guess I've always been like that.
I'm not going to go out of my way to keep someone around who doesn't really want me.
Its easier to just run.
Graduation is right around the corner!
I'm kinda really excited.
I'll get to see everyone again. c:
I think I've changed quite a bit since high school.
I'm a lot more open and talkative. I can still work on it though. Not gonna lie < <;
BUT YES GAME PLAN:
Get the tattoo.
Work work work.
Clean my room a little before everyone comes to crash at my house...;l
Get to know Fizz better!
Hang out and go to the pool. c:
When Brittney gets here - do makeup and such. Pinup s**t. >;l
Beat Amnesia.
FILL OUT MY GODDAMN FASFA
Resolve inner conflicts. ;l
Be there for babypants when he needs you.
Try not to argue with Connor cuz it makes him angry < < ...Hm maybe I actually need to do that more since its cute when he gets all flustered.
Not deal with Jason's p***y a** s**t.
No making out with guy's girlfriends.
And just have fun and live life c:
