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So you get to choose now.
Whether we stay or go our separate ways.
I'm sorry I just can't take it anymore.
This fickleness.
Me getting hopeful only to be let down.

Friends are supposed to talk to each other right?
And its not like I don't try...
You just never receive.
You expect me to be there when you're ready.
I'm always on standby.

But one day, I'm just not going to be there.
I'm restless in nature.
I need to move.

I'd love for us to be friends.
I'd love for us to be as close as we once were.
I'm giving and giving.
But you're hiding?

I finally figured it out.
I'm not jealous of Kait because you guys are getting close.
I'm just sad that he'd talk to her, but run away from me.

You pick.
I'm not going to lie, I'll be upset if you decide to leave.
Dunno what I'll do if it comes to that, haha.
But I'll take it one day at a time.

I wonder what you'll pick.