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And its true.
I feel like I did kinda grow up too fast.
But I kinda had to.
When you have a Dad who just kinda leaves, it gives you no choice.
You gotta nut up.

Maybe that's why I always feel so tired.
There's weight on my shoulders.
But that's life.
A big pile of s**t on your back.

I don't even know what to do about Connor.
He obv. needs me.
And I obv keep letting him back in.

I feel like all the sighs I've had over him could like help grow a bagillion plants.
I can't describe it.
The tie I feel for him.
Its the smallest but strongest thread I've ever encountered haha.
Such a paradox.

Life goes on no matter what though.
I feel so sour right now ): <

You've changed.
Wonder what happened.
Wish we were face to face cuz it seems like you open up better that way.
I'm thinking about going down there.
But I don't know.