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that love was easy.
To be quite frank, it isn't.

It's difficult and annoying.
I guess that's what you get when you start caring for someone other than yourself.
You want them to say this and do that.
But they won't most of the time because they're their own person.

Everything now-a-days just seems so...Tainted?
I miss the innocent days.
The old B3 days.
Call me cheesy but I LOVED those times.
Everyone was so tight knit.

Everyone just seemed so young...And naive.
I remember the first conversation I had with Brittney.
With Kait.
And with Connor.

It was just beautiful.
We were like one huge family.
We'd fight but then make up.
Talk s**t and then confess to it.
Ect.

Too bad it died.

But everything moves and changes.
I'm still proud to say I'm friends with most of the people I met on gaia.
I hope I will always be.

I hate dwelling in the past.
It's so bittersweet.
I never like the taste it leaves in my mouth.
And it makes my heart cringe when I think about the good relationships I had with people that went down the drain.
I had a dream about Travis last night.
I miss that kid. A lot.

I feel like talking about the past though.
Its weird.

Haha.
This journal was supposed to be about love.
But I know nothing about that subject.
Its a mystery.
When to everyone it should be so simple.
We make it so complex.

you're so difficult.
theres so much to hate about you.
but at the same time theres so much to love about you.
/sigh.
I wanna see you this summer.
But I dunno if its a good idea.