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We're all just built upon lies.
Small ones, big ones.
Its all the same.
We all lie.

All our relationships we've at least lied to them at least once.
And we've all be lied to.
Multiple times more than likely.

Why is it that we find lying so much easier than telling the truth.
When in the end the lies just build up and put pressure on our shoulders.
We have to keep the lie alive, keep the ball rolling or it becomes blatant that we've lied.

The truth scares us.
That honesty.
Its hard at first with honesty.
But won't we feel much better after we've gone and spoken it?
I'd rather be told the nasty truth than be lied to.
But I'm not so naive that I believe everyone tells me the whole truth, even when I ask of it.

Honesty is brutal.
But lies haunt you.
Double edged sword in a sense.

I've been brought up to believe everyone's lying to me somehow.
Its not really an easy life to live.
Perhaps that's why I'm always paranoid of things most people wouldn't care about.
But isn't it better to be prepared to fall if you're a tight rope walker, than to just go at it with no sense of balance?

That's probably why I love Kait and Connor so much.
Brutal honesty is kinda their thing haha.

Our mission in life is to hurt and be abused.
I know that's probably not true...
Sometimes it just really seems like it though.