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ou were a child who was made of glass
You carried a black heart passed down from your dad
If somebody loved you, they'd tell you by now
We all turn away when you're down

You want to go back to where you felt safe
To hear your brother's laughter,
See your mother's face
Your childhood home is just down to white bones
And you'll never find your way back

And when you're gone, will they say your name?
And when you're gone, will they love you the same?
If not, that's okay.
If not, that's okay.

You are broken and callow
Cautious and safe
You are a boundless and beauty
With fright in your face
Until someone loves you,
I'll keep you safe
But like them, I will give you away

And when you're gone, will they say your name?
And when you're gone, will they love you the same?
If not, that's okay.

And when you're gone, will they say your name?
And when you're gone, will they love you the same?
Oh, when you're gone, we won't say your word
But you know that's okay.
Don't you know that's okay?

I've kept you safe from harm.
Maybe now its time to just let you go.
You pretty much don't need me anymore.
I suppose it is all just pure jealousy.
Honestly its ******** up.

I'm shocked at how people think I'm so shallow.
Do they not know me better than that?
Apparently not.

I hate people.
******** 'em.
I can trudge alone by myself.
That's fine.

But is it really?
Don't we all just want a hand to hold?
I don't know if anything's going to work out.
It all just exploded.
It was supposed to just be between you and I.
I wasn't even all that mad, just hurt.
But ******** had to go and butt in.
The worst person to come at me.

I'll tear his s**t up.
Ignorant ********.
"You made her cry."
******** off you've made her cry plenty more times than I.
Do you view yourself as self righteous? Stepping up to the big bad Paige.
You are nothing.
You mean nothing.
You are but an insect in my eyes.
A bothersome one.

Its not my place to apologize.
I've done nothing wrong.
Its not my fault people cannot give something as simple as companionship.
Not even that.
I just wanted a promise kept.
For once, lord, just keep a ******** promise.
And if you can't then don't promise me.
Do you see why I don't make promises that often?
Disappointment is horrible.
No one wants Disappointment to be their lover.

People are just so stupid.
They can never give up something simple.
i.e. Brittney - companionship.
i.e. Luis - time.

I've never asked for that much in my life.
I just want simple things.
Is it so hard for people to give me just a second of their time?
No.
Its not.

Thus humanity is ******** for the rest of eternity.

P.S. I might have just lost a best friend.