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I find myself dawdling in the past.
Its a bad idea, I know.
But for some reason I can't escape how bittersweet it is.
I suppose I enjoy the taste.
I'm missin the old days yet again.

Mainly I'm missing the friendships I had with people.
They probably can never be repaired though.
I'm pretty certain there's nothing I can do to fix them.
We can be friends again, but never like we were,
No.
I missed out on the chance I suppose.

I want stuff to go back to normal with Brittney again.
Last night felt...Empty.
On some levels.
I'm still irritated by the fact Kyle is in existence. Baha.
That'll never change.

I can't believe my trip is getting closer and closer.
To be honest I'm really nervous.
Is it possible for something to be the best week of my life but also probably a big mistake?
Not saying it is.
Though it has a lot of possibility to be.

Oooh Let me in now,
I'll get physical with you,
Ooooh,
I just gotta dance right now,
Its critical~

Ohh Bouncer empowered and aroused.
I can see it in your trousers (;

I can't wait to see you again though.
I can read you better face to face.
And you seem almost more honest, more willing. In a way.

This journal is pointless bahaha.