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Three words.

Why are they so hard to say?
When all we wanna do is just scream them out.

Why is it that the most beautiful of things, that are just waiting to happen, never can?

I wish I could just say "its gonna be okay."
"Everything's going to work out."

But life isn't like that.
Sadly. ;l


Nobody ever said love was easy though.
But once you reach that point where you refuse to give up on someone no matter what, that's honest to god love.

I don't wanna give up on us.
Whatever we are.
Its warm.
And I'm not ready for it to turn cold.

Its so easier face to face.
I'm afraid Kait and Luis are destined to be like Connor and I.

I always ask myself what it is about you,
That draws me in like a moth to a flame.
But I honestly have no idea.

We're taboo.
Best friends falling in love.
But what the ********? Don't lovers call each other best friends?
Or maybe that's because they become besties during the relationship..?

Aren't best friends the perfect people to fall in love?
Then again you have the most to lose when you fall for a bestie.

I.... Don't even know.
When I look back and think of all the times we've had together.
I'd fight for them.
They're the most beautiful memories I have.

Maybe a different time.
Or a different place.
We could have been something.


I know you're afraid of seeing me.
I'm as scared as you are.
That feeling of closeness ripped away.
It hurts..
More than I can describe to anyone.

But the happiness we achieve when we're together.
Its worth it all in the end.

You don't understand it until you're in that relationship with someone.
You probably find me crazy.
But love is just that - crazy.
We do strange things when we're in love.
We put ourselves infront of the bullets.

I've set myself up for this pain.
Because every moment I'm going to have with you, is worth it in the end.