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Punch your lights out.
Hit the pavement.
That's what I call entertainment.
Causin problems.
Makes you famous.
All the violence makes a statement.

Everything has to be so goddamn complicated, right?
Where are you when I need reassurance?
God I have so much growing up to do.
I wish I could just step outside of my body and watch myself.

I know I want you.
I know that I need you.
But I don't know if you want a relationship.
I don't know if you want to take it to that level.
Since you're so afraid of this.
And there's nothing I can do to make you unafraid.
You have to work that out on your side.
I suppose I should tell you all these things running through my mind, but I don't want to scare you.
You make the butterflies flutter around like crazy.
But so does he.

I'm scared because Fizz appears out of nowhere half the time.
And he knows me just as well as you do.
I don't know how the ********.
He said something to me similar to what you said.
"You're a terrible liar."
Am I really?
I used to be so good at it. I still am.
I guess its just certain people I can't lie to.
Or when I do they just know, somehow.

"I could fall in love with you"
That made my heart ache.
I'm not a good person to fall in love with.
And that boy deserves someone amazing.
I'm too involved with Connor right now.
We're tangled together with this rope that never breaks no matter what we do to each other.

I could honestly see myself living my life with Connor.
Then again he's afraid.
And this distance makes things so hard.
I just need to see him. Face to Face.
Just up and say it.
"I love you, but if you don't take hold of me soon I'm going to be lost."
You can't be afraid for forever.
...Well you can.

But I hope you won't be.
It hurts to know you're afraid of me.